Sighs.

I took mc today.. woke up with bad gastric pain and nausea.. and decided to go back to sleep and get an mc instead. So have been napping in the afternoon.. after coming back from the clinic and lunch.. then started working on my ppt presentation for next monday's lecture with the sp students again.

Actually, it's more or less done.. just left the animations part and perhaps the speech?

Hmms.

The last week and this week have been kinda tough.. dealing with physical pain and work stress. The previous week I was stronger.. in a way that I could actually do yoga before and after work.. but emotionally I was a little rash. This week I made mistakes.. getting too comfortable with work.. and became a little 自大.. which of course means I got myself into extra trouble.

I think the challenge is to keep studying and performing at my best? But problem is.. i always procrastinate and other than that, doing a detailed study of a complex study takes really long, hence it's not only emotionally draining, it is also physically harmful to me.

The question is that if I really want.. I will do it right? Sighs.

My yoga teacher asked me again.. about 2 weeks ago...what is my dream? what do I want in life?

At that particular moment, a sorta scene passed thr my eyes - me carrying a cute little girl.. a family of my own.. it was a shocking glimpse.. a shocking feeling that kinda stunned me..

My yoga teacher asked me also ... what makes me happy?

And without much hesitation, I knew that there was one thing that makes me happy - yoga.  And so he asked me - what if you can do yoga every day?

Till now.. Even though I have word that tells me to be reassured and patient with my work.. But I still have difficulty coping with the physical pain and stress from the work..sighs.

Next week I'll be going to Bali with a few of my colleagues for a holiday.. My sis intends to go to Bali during the same period as well.. but not with us.. with some of her so-called friends.. sighs.

I hope all will be well and smooth sailing that's all..

I sit and cry thinking of all the regrets
How life seems to be always unfair.
I move on putting any dreams away
Hoping that I'll find them come some rainy day.
No matter how tired and weary
I will walk on.


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