Sunday, March 26, 2006 ♥
geeks!
hahaa.
gabryl/gabriel:
actually. i jus have no idea how your name is spelt. when i never think, i'll just type gabryl. when i do i think i put gabriel. cos i dun think 'gabryl' exists in the names dictionary...or maybe my classified dictionary. hahaa. -.-''
as for gangs of new york..hahaa! i watched it on dvd before the airing on tv at night! heehee! cos my bro knew me and my sis really wanted to watch the movie but it's too late..so he rented for us!! :D hahaa..:P jus too bad for you have to stay up late!
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Terms officially ended on thursday! :) it was overall okay. i guess. it wasn't very bad, it was moderately okay..
on friday i was stressed up and sad for no good reason. cos on friday we got back mcq results for chem and econs. chem was very disappointing. econs was okay..quite gd actually, but the teacher still say that it's not up to expectations. well ya..it's true. i must work harder!!
as on wat i did on thursday after the last maths paper to reward myself...:D i went to the newly opened jurong west library!!! :D hahaa. and i sat there and read and read! all the while from 10.30+ to 1pm! yeah! and i managed to finish reading one book in 2 hrs! new record set! :) when i reached home i continued reading another book and another book...and i finished 2 more books!! 3 books in two days~!! :)yeah..
but well..sometimes. i think that my reading is not a very gd thing. cos like i spent my time reading bks that i like. as in my favourite authors. so i guess. i really need to venture out and read more widely. like try read dan brown. my excuse of not reading him and stephen king is really stupid- cos they are too famous for me to like. well. actually the authors i'm reading also famous wat. like duh! okay. so i shall borrow a dan brown book from someone and try read the da vinci code or something. i shall not be so biased anymore! hmphf. okies.hahx.
talking about famous. V for vendetta. on thursday while was hiding under my books..almost everyone i know. watched v for vendetta. actually i wanted to watch it, cos my sis wants to. but then when i heard everyone watched it. i was like. wat. huh? everyone watched it- eeks. :( now i dun feel like watching it liaoz. but then, after so many ppl persuaded me, trying to tell me to see that a good movie IS famous and definitely WOrth watching. well. since i like matrix trilogy so much. i should watch v for vendetta. hmm. okies, i will watch. but where to find time? hmm...
talking about movies..yesterday i watched daredevil for the THIRD time! hahax. i still a good movie. not fantastic, but good. and then i realised how my thoughts of the movie changed throut the times i watch the movie. when i first watched in sec4. my thought was: why let the girl die? so sad! she so gd how can let her die? and then when i watched it on tv last year, i was thinking: hmmz. why like that the girl die..the poor guy. so sad. and this time when i watched it: so funny! the parts where he threw the ball into the net successfully even tho he's blind, and he put ketchup into his cup and exchanged it with the other guy. and then there's this part where the girl and guy were fighting and all the kids were crowding around shouting: fight fight! i thought! wat the hell? tt's like media violence and stuff? hahaa. and then when it came to the part where the bulls eye killed the old woman bside him on the plane with peanut, i was like wow. hahaa.so accurate. and when the daredevil went to fight with the kingpin. haaha. guess wat i thought. I like this fat guy! he's face is so cute and grotesque. it's just funny. hahaa. and the last part after the girl died, and i realised it was no longer sad anymore. it was touching. cos she saved the guy. :) in psychological sense. tt is. hahas. yeah.
well to end this post..i shall leave with a quote from the movie:
"a man without fear is a man without hope"
- which i don't think is very accurate. cos every man has fears. a man without hope, just don't fear death. cos he's given up hoping. and everyone shld have hopes, cos no matter wat there must be something worth living for. your friends and family. even if you have nothing, you have yourself. your life has to be made worth living by yourself.
hmmz. well, does tt make any sense? hmm..hahaa. jus crapping la.
haha :P
♥reflected @ 9:41 AM
Monday, March 20, 2006 ♥
decided to publish a short post, and also post a random pict. and i found this picture! joei's bdae prez! tania and me holding the bear. and i discovered i look really funny. my hair's in a big mess, my eyes are so small and my teeth aren't tt neat, my grin is so wide, my dimples are so deep. hmm. y was i smiling so happily by the way? i look like a super happy for no reason girl beside tania. ahaaha. -.-'''.
today bio terms. didn't manage to finish the 1and1/2 hr paper :(. well..at least i noe that i could have been able to do it. last week was supposed to be holidays. but i spent the whole week at home trying to study for this week's terms. and i turned bonkers looking and spending so much time on eco solo. my study plan went off track. didn't study maths. no time to do chem. so all the time was spent on bio and econs. and it wasn't enough also. i didn't finish study econs too. econs is a lot a lot of stuff. omg. how am i going to survive this week?
on saturday i watched gangs of new york on rented dvd. it's a great movie. heart-wrenching. literally. it's a very good movie. but i still like the last sumarai better..hmm.it's been long i haven't been to the cinemas..all the while was watching dvds and vcds! :) hahaa..oops. not mugging..
well..today is more relaxing cos tml's just chem spa pract. okies
before i go eat my dinner..
to gabryl, sabbie and fel:
thank you for all the Love and Care! you guys take care too! :)
love u all lots!!
♥reflected @ 5:10 PM
Sunday, March 12, 2006 ♥
yesterday went to nus open house, after that went westmall and got myself a new bag:)!
the open house was an eye opener. nus is such a gigantic place. met some people there..overall the trip there was ok...the central library, the main one out of the 6..is huge.
actually i wasn't thinking of blogging cos i wasn't sure if the comp is still working..but i guess my bro somehow fixed it..on thursday i surfed the net using the school's comp..and i went to take a look at updates on other ppl's blog.
these days..
quite some things happened..and they made me realise that
i'm a childish person.
and i want to apologise to all those pple around me who were hurt by my words or anything in one way or another..
i want to be really honest here.i realise more stuff about myself cos i chatted with xiangning.and throughout the whole thing about sabbie's singing. and i read sabbie's blog just now. and i really dunno wat to say.
one thing i do know that is that jc is so much more mature than me. and i think his words make more sense than mine. and this means i really need to fan xing about myself.
i noe now that i really have to learn how to control my feelings and reactions more. cos i do noe that many ppl think that i'm always overreacting. and that because all my feelings are written clearly on my face, i offend pple easily. i also noe now that i have to learn to be more tactful.
actually i wonder wat some ppl will think when they read my blog. will they think tt i sound even more childish in here? and then some would tell me that i shouldn't bother about wat other ppl think. this reminds me about the anonymous person who wrote on my blog that i shld grow up..
truthfully, i am confused now. very confused.
tt's why sometimes i dun like blogging. it's a very different thing from having your own diary.
i once considered closing down this blog after somebody vandalized the old tagboard.
well.. i'm thinking of temporarily not blog for a while.
maybe when i'm in a better mood i'll blog..but for now.hmm...
i think i'll just go pack my table first.
♥reflected @ 1:11 PM
Tuesday, March 07, 2006 ♥
super duper tired.
zzZ.
yesterday had bio mock spa. and guitar after school.
sabbie! ur singing's good and improving even better..so keep it up and jia you!! :)
stressed.
today got back econs essay test. 7/25. damn terrible. tt's like 28/100? omg. haiz. econs is getting so so tough and complicated and confusing..
actually dunno wat to say liao..cos actually i had quite some stuff in my mind to blog about.then suddenly all disappear.
anyway.went to school library today. and found a really nice book. it's so happy and fun to read. and it's so 'close to the heart' feeling. like you have the same kind of life and experience. :) and..hahaa it's a chinese book! called : Po4 Wa4 Zi3. by shuang zi. ('Torn' Socks) it's really nice to read. actually i think chinese books are easier and funnier and nicer to read..:P when u get a good book tt is. :D
okies..gtg study liao..
term exams start this friday with gp. ouch. so fast. good luck to me man! :)
♥reflected @ 8:33 PM
Friday, March 03, 2006 ♥
wow..
i was watching this chinese tv programme...and it is so so so touching. so touching i cried and cried..boo hoo..omigosh..so touching..
boohoo..(T.T)
it's about a few couples who went thr hardship to get together. the most touching one is about a courtesan and an oil seller. the guy lit up a whole street of lamps for her..damn touching..
yesterday.hmm..for a moment can't remember wat happened.
wuijia came to school to see us before she leave s'pore for malaysia..:(
yesterday pe was quite tiring. actually i was so tired, my eyes were like closing, i felt like crying..and i felt so sick. but i noe that i have to eat, so just pushed all the food down my throat..haiz.. then i had a terrible stomach cramp bcos didn't stretch my muscle well after doing dunno how many crunches. sianz.
after school rugby match betw acs barker and ri. dunno who win, i watched halfway and left.
today..chem test. was quite ok i guess. gp reading test did it very badly very badly. haiz. next monday bio mock spa, friday gp term. haiz. :(
haiz :(
today pe was fun! we played frisbee. gee! so fun hahaa. great team work there! :) :0 :D hahaa
overall life's getting busier and busier and busier..and hectic and blur and tough. really tough. but i'm still going on! no white flag! no! never! :) i will still put studying as first priority. whereas for now...heez..i'm slacking! i've been watching tv since the time i came home. all the way from 5.45+ to 10.00p.m :S omg. heehee :D tomorrow i'm going out! :D
now go watch more tv!
♥reflected @ 8:13 PM
Wednesday, March 01, 2006 ♥
haiz.
like really got a lot of stuff to do.
like i really dun understand econs.
like i really am so confused over chem.
like i really am lost during the bio lect.
like really argh.
like really stressful.
haiz.
monday.
hawyi came with a scar above his right eye. SEE? Rugby IS so Dangerous!
sabbie was upsetted by me. because i was so disencouraging. because i was so critical. because i'm a stupid straightforward bad idiotic brainless untactful person. haiz. sorry.
guitar after school. eventful.
tuesday. (ie yesterday)
a lot of pple kana detention.
nat fell sick. so did jo. so did li hao. so did esther.
gp reading package test. like shit. was damn terrible.
wui jia's leaving s'pore. she's going back to malaysia.
wednesday. (ie today)
founder's day. cum prize giving.
then i went off the ginza after having lunch with joei tania and pat. i found out the guitar shop there has long been closed down. walked around the whole place then manage to find a shop tt sells sports stuffs, games, music stuffs, guitars and really x guitar picks. Guitar picks got so expensive one meh. my coach tell me it's supposed to be quite cheap. but since i can't go anywhere else i just bought them for andrew's bdae.
shit. i was on msn. and wanted to ask my senior about a results. i guess it didn't go very well for my senior..cos there was no reply.
haiz.
can u imagine? nxt year it'll be me waiting for my a levels results. omg.
and i can't even gather my confidence for chem test on fri. i can't even figure out my tutorial. my stability is missing. my consistency is missing. all because of fun-o-rama. missed so many lectures and tutorials. lessons are totally rushing. my head is bobbling cramped up and overloading of material.
haiz. i hope this year will end soon and well.
♥reflected @ 7:34 PM
