Sunday, January 24, 2010 ♥
its already near the end of january, the first month of this 'new year' 2010.
thank you - to jc and gabriel, and SIS =D for making the 'countdown' a different one this year.
school started with a mess.. i think.
quite unprepared.
just the two weeks before school started last week, there was the bidding for the modules again. and went out a number of times.
drove dad and mum up to sentosa. which was weird.
drove them to imm. which was strange.
ITS just DAMN strange.
cos like it wasn't exactly like a 'happy family portrait' on the last day of 2009..
made a mistake and embarrassed myself i think.. the week before school started.
something that i'll rmbr always. and also..
i hope that one day. i do really get over it. cos i dunno. why i still feel upset after that.
school is actually quite.. bad... in a way.. that it makes us depressed. we lack motivation. cos its as if we're standing at a cross road. it seems that there are choices that we can make, yet it seems like there are actually none. as a result, i think that's one of the reasons why we can't wake up earlier and manage to get to lessons earlier. and because of that everything is snowballing. missed lectures.. un-understood lecture slides, question marks... etc..
and it sux.
and we haven't got ourselves down to study properly yet. instead we've been driving around places.
terrible.
and we are going having a ca soon just after the coming week.
bro came back from canada...
haiz.
and there has been some choas as a result.
and strange things happen. ya. cos everybody's living in their own little bubbles...
i'm going to end here now... and go back to printing the lecture notes for the coming week....
sianz.
♥reflected @ 6:20 PM
