Monday, June 27, 2005 ♥
today the term exams started.
i just had the gp exam and econs today.
gp was okay, didn't manage to finish the application question, and summary i didn't had anything much to write.
for econs it was quite..okay. someone told me it's easy for him..aniwae, i was quite tired and dizzy...causing to miss totally a part of the question.q1aiii. i just looked over it. terrible. it costs 4 marks and until the tcher said put your pens down then i realized i missed the questions. didn't manage to finish writing fully. the mcq contains some tricky holes here and there.
dunno. but right after the econs paper, i was very happy. the feeling of joy just hit me. maybe becos some guy got pushed into the swimming pool right after the exam in the school sports complex when i just stepped out of the badminton hall(where we took our exams), maybe becos my handphone key chain got stuck to a person's bag the moment i came out of the exam hall, and it was stupid and funny....(lucky tt guy is some guy fr. nanhua, not a stranger, if not, it's damn embarassing larh.)
or. maybe after the exam when i walked back to the main building and was at the void deck alone, someone talked to me. someone i least expected to do so. and i was happy.
maybe maybe.
maybe it's just bcos tml i get to stay home bcos i ve no exam tml...
haha.
but i feel quite joyful, even though i am tired, my legs are in pain, my neck is in pain, pple didn't notice my new bag and my haircut, i am quite alone all day...i just felt like running and hopping about, or talk to pple i noe, or at least pretend i ve many friends in sku..etc.
tml a new challenge comes ahead, and i hope that i still have this joyous feeling to overcome all difficulties and all.
i'd do well. at least i hope so.
as my maths tcher said, it will boost your morale when you do well. it's true. the way he teaches is different from mr teoh, though. but they are both good.hmmm.
okay. must go study liao...thinking of drawing a card for my econs tcher who is leaving us...
Life is all about balance. Darkness can't be
without light, and light can't be without
darkness. You see everything through different
angeles to gain perspective over situations.
You act rather rational and people can find you
stiff and/or emotionless due to this. Life is
not really that good to you, yet it's not so
bad. Like everything else, you need to balance
it in order to find peace.
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♥reflected @ 7:42 PM
Saturday, June 25, 2005 ♥
term exams start next week. and i haven't start studying yet. busy assembling my gp file and trying to get 33 articles ready.
i must do well for this terms exams because i want to hang onto the four subject combi i'm taking now.
i don't want to give up any subject and waste the whole of a half year taking the subject.
so tt means i must go study now.
no slacking allowed anymore.
no more time for slacking.
♥reflected @ 3:41 PM
Thursday, June 23, 2005 ♥
YEAH!!!!
i finally successfully changed my layout!!!!!
after like so many tries !!!
yahooo!!!!!!!!
♥reflected @ 3:27 PM
Wednesday, June 22, 2005 ♥
F:
You've come upon a Rough
Stretch. Can
you make it through? You've come upon hard times.
Things aren't looking so good
to you and your life has seem to collapse into a
downward spiral. You've lost
your way and can't seem to find the right path to
take. You are probably
depressed and feeling lonely as you've lost sight
of those who love you. You may
wander through this road with a few others like you
and are able to comfort them
as they comfort you, but it is not enough. You've
lost something, maybe someone
close, and with it you lost your faith in life.
You're probably confused and
unsure what to do next. But the way will become
clear eventually. It always
does. This stretch that lies before you seems
never-ending and not worth
traveling. But don't let yourself fall, you may
have stumbled upon this,
but pick yourself up as best you can and hold on to
that little bit of faith you
have. The road isn't as endless as it seems. All
things, good and bad must come
to and end. This too shall pass and you'll be
amazed at what good lay beyond it
if you just find the strength within yourself to
try and make it.
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♥reflected @ 8:10 PM
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B:
Your Beauty lies
in Plain Sight. Plain, simple and the girl next
door. People tend overlook you as you are the
"normal girl", but you're actually
very beautiful. And you have plenty about you to
set you apart, but more that
lets you blend. People love the stability you have
because as others may come
and go, you will always be there and you may always
be the same. You like simple
things and that's what people like about you. You
most likely enjoy things most
consider normal, like movies, shopping, that sort
of thing and are very friendly
and probably have many friends. You are sweet and
kind and that shows on you,
but you're also strong and not very naive. You're a
rather well-rounded
individual. Even though some people pass you off as
just another girl, shrug it
off because they don't know what they're
missing.
Some Things
That Represent You:
Element:
Earth, Light Animal: Cat Color:
Pinks, Blues, Browns Song:
Girl Next Door by Pilot Expression: Simple
Smile
Gemstone:
Alexandrite Mythological Creature: Fox
Demon, Hobbit Planet: Jupiter Hair
Color: Light Brown Eye Color:
Brown
Quote:
"To the world you may be one person, but to
one person you may be the world."
Where Does Your Beauty Lie? ..::Original Pictures Are Back! Detailed Results::.. brought to you by Quizillai was looking at my bro. the guy who once played rugby..(still thinking of how proud i was yesterday)...he was doing all the weights training and stuff..
well, it made me feel bad.
becos he keeps himself in good shape.
even after ns, after jc.
to think that i actually am slacking after a little bit of self training i told myself to do.
and yet i still ve one more year of jc, meaning another napfa test to go next year.
mmmmm........okay. i should putting myself into exercise. train more, lose some weight, eat less cookies and chocs and which i ve been eating these days...
and i must keep my training up.
okies. after terms?
hahaa...i'm trying to act not stressed...
i'm slacking. bcos of this comp, bcos i just got broadband not long ago.oh hell
wateva...i ve to go study!!!
♥reflected @ 7:25 PM
Tuesday, June 21, 2005 ♥
haahaa.
i had a very wierd dream last night.
i dreamt that me and my sis were at this mrt station. this train is looks like a lift..you choose where u want to go(as in which station) and press the button..it will send u there. and i saw weiting, joan, seowting, eileen and can't remember.
then i saw the touch ruggers and ruggers having their training. and the touch ruggers were running. and i was so excited i joined in. and i ran so easily and fast like i was flying. like i was rollerblading. and i ran first. together with them 2 rounds. and i was so damn happy. so damn proud. tt i wasn't a touch rugger, not a tracker but i ran so fast. i even took up the flag(some flag tt was standing there) and waved then put it down. in front of all the ruggers. in front of the rugby coach.
then i was quite embrassed i slided down this pillar leading to the mrt station. tt was when i realized i had dumped my sis there. i was so *gosh. bad. i went around searching for her. then i saw her asking some of the ruggers 've u seen my sis' and they were all giving her the look: huh-hu are u? i dun noe ur sis..
and then i appeared and she asked me ve u seen my sis. then i said: ur sis. neh. me lor. she's here.
hahahahaa lol.
i was so happy and proud of myself even when i woke up, when i told my sis about it..
HAHAAAAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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GOOD LUCK FOR THE COMING TERM EXAMS!!!!!!!!!
♥reflected @ 7:22 PM
Sunday, June 19, 2005 ♥
my sis was commenting on how amazing my frienship with ti lin can last so long...actually i'm quite amazed...it seems so natural that we are frens, we dun even fight...we dun even noe each other very very well. but we r still frens. frens that stayed in contact after so long.
wat i want to say is that, to be friends, it is not necessary to know each other very very well. you just need to be able to talk to each other. jus sit there and you can talk non-stop if you want to..you seem to just be on the same frequency as the other and just click in like a switch.
it's wonderful.
i wish to have more friends like this.
though it's hard to find pple you can easily talk to. just crap non-stop and blabber to...anything comes to mind when u talk to and can say..
hahaz
♥reflected @ 1:24 PM
Thursday, June 16, 2005 ♥
Your Extroversion Profile: |
| Sociability: High |
| Assertiveness: Medium |
| Excitement Seeking: Low |
| Activity Level: Very Low |
| Cheerfulness: Very Low |
| Friendliness: Very Low |
You're a romantic girl. You're kind, caring,
loveing, and peaceful. You spend a lot of your
time dreaming and you're not afraid to express
deep emotion, whether it be in a poem, diary,
or words. You hope for love and affection from
your prince charming. I have a feeling he will
come around soon.
What kind of girl are you? (with pix!) brought to you by Quizilla
Your element is earth: Wise, solitary, mysterious
and loving. You are very wise. Your wise as in
you know things others do not, you can see past
stereotypes and see the real people behind
their facades, and people will often come to
you for help and advice. Quite solitary and
somewhat shy around people because you prefer
animals and plants, animals aren't afraid to
show themselves or what they are feeling and
plants are fun to nurture. You are very strong
in your silence if you set your mind on
something you will often times pursue it to the
end. Sometimes you just want to get away, so
you seek refuge in the forest where you can
have time to think and try to sort out your
emotions. The sound of the wind usually calms
you, especially moving through the trees. Life
to you is something precious and should not be
taken for granted.
.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers- brought to you by Quizillasome surveys i saw on yueting's blog..and decided to try..tt's the results...
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I CUT MY HAIR TODAY. WELL. JUST NOW. NOT LONG AGO
and don't think i look very different.
I permed my hair on monday, and sort of destroyed it so i decided to cut my hair today. luckily i took a picture with my phone before i went to cut my hair...
hmm. a bit wasted ...after keeping it for so long...and it takes a very long time to grow three to six months...haiz.
aniwae, i only started doing maths, haven't finished anything yet.
TERM EXAMS ARE RIGHT AFTER HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!
well. s***.
i still haven't done my work yet.
and i still have to study.
GOOD LUCK TO ME
good luck to pple taking exams too
good luck to sis
good luck to my class sd3
good luck to my x-class 4o3o4..
gd luck to well, everyone.
♥reflected @ 6:59 PM
Sunday, June 12, 2005 ♥
today's xinyi's birthday...
happy birthday...
yesterday she had a party at her house..so xian mu, her house so big so cosy so nice...we played the usual dare game...
okay the 2nd week of the june holidays is also passing. in other words, we only have to more weeks, left. and i haven't started doing any work yet. which is like..oh hell. term exams begin the moment holidays are over...which is like...oh hell again.
i must start doing work..but i can never concentrate..it's the computer and the hp and the books and the radio and ...everything is distracting me, and i can't concentrate on my work. i keep telling myself that i must start my work, but i never managed too.
Smack myself.
i hate me. i can't stand myself. i think too much. work very little and can never concentrate properly.
grr...
must do work. must do work. must do work.
do i hav to hypnotise myself to do work?hahaha...
hai~!
♥reflected @ 1:28 PM
Monday, June 06, 2005 ♥
So fast. A week of the holiday has gone. And yet for the past week, all I have done is guitar guitar guitar. Nothing else.
On Saturday, me and sis went jurong east at 7p.m to swim and we had quite a fun time, even though my goggles broke right at the beginning. We swam for a while and went to the lazy pool and had a good time screaming in the dark ‘cave’, well could be a stress reliever…then we went to enjoy the huge waves and rain….haha..if you’ve gone there b4, u’ll noe wat I’m toking abt.
I was reading the entries I posted last year, when I first created this blog. I discovered how joyful and childish I was. It’s really funny to think about wat happened last time, wat malu things I ve done, and noe how childish and naïve I was…how I wish I can change things tt have happened to the way I want them to be…
I just read zi xian’s comments…haha. I agree with the part about yoda (do u realize his light saber is as short? Well, at least shorter than others. And he’s damn cute, the way he jumps and all). I think all you said is true. It is good on the whole, even though everytime someone speaks, it’s only abt a few sentences.
now i'm doing research for pw. sianz.
♥reflected @ 11:20 AM
Thursday, June 02, 2005 ♥
yesterday i organized a class outing.
i messaged everyone in class abt it on tues afternoon. called every single person too.
and only about 6 pple is thinking of coming.
i was sad, disappointed, and giving up.
yesterday i was late for econs make up lesson due to a traffic jam at clementi. only 3 pple came, adelle, me and xiangning. the other 3 guys all didn't come, lucas cos of canoeing, haw yi cos of rugby, andrew cos of dunno. he didn't say.
i went for lunch with my parents, then i went to orchard, reach there abt 1.15. was panting so hard cos i told pple to meet at one, and yet found only haw yi there who said he had been there very early cos he came straight after training. then he walked off to check something, so i stoned and waited. wei sheng came along at 1.30+, we stoned 2gether, until haw yi came back, lent him hair wax, he left to 'shape' his hair...become me and haw yi stone.
2 foreigners were staring at the machine discussing, and i was told to go and help them. yet i didn't understand wat they were saying, so i was like..*huh*.gaping at them...until haw yi stepped in to help.
then wei sheng came back, we 3 stoned. at 2.50+, david, yanling and xinyi appeared. they talked, i stoned, then gupreet came, they talked and i stoned, then they decided go eat first..they walked i followed. they ate at lido, i stoned. until the 2 girls said they want to go to the see the supermarket, i followed, and i bought the mint choc cookies hera bought once. it's damn nice but damn x oso. then we went back, i stoned further while the other 2 girls were discussing abt some1's boxers...yar..
until 3.30+ the other girls, jiayi, aneesa, eunice, adelle, serene..came..they ate,then the guys say they want to go play pool. so we walked...and then discovered we cant go in (the girls incl. me were wearing u and 1/2-u) so we stoned outside further for the rest of the girls to come.
the guys decided to go play, xinyi and yanling left, so i was left stranded. i took the lift down with them, and then back up when they told me tt i m supposed to wait 4 the other girls. accidentally pressed 6 (supposed to be 8), the door opened and i saw the rest of the girls outside.(wow..shocked larhz) then they entered..maybe they couldn't find their way and was lucky enough for me to press 6...
haha(-0-)|||
the girls decided to go shopping and take neoprint, and i was so sad tt the outing turned out this way..me stoning thr out the whole thing, i left. i went to find my dear twin..yeah!! (hu was at sedans-yishun n was waiting 4 me at clementi)..we went to bkshp, ate dinner and then watched star wars!!! well it wasn't very impressive as i tot it wld be, shld ve watched magadascar instead..and then i was bitten by mosquitoes thr out the movie, i cldn't pay attention, then i was oso very tired i nearly fell asleep...well...the love btw the 2 young pple wasn't strongly portrayed enough. and i already sort of noe the story b4 i watched it...so quite boring too. well must go see zi xian's blog there's a lit kind of critique of the movie..haha.
yup.
!!!THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO CAME FOR THE SD3 OUTING!!!
thnks for msging me too...jia yi, haw yi, serene, david and eunice...i'm glad and grateful you pple came and had a fun time..(i hope)
btw...the pict right above tis post is taken by haw yi's phone of the outing..
THANK YOU......
i will stop stoning..hahahaa..
okies. now i really look forward to a 4o3o4 outing! the last one the big walk thing is cancelled..alamak..aiyo...how???
this holiday is one very busy for me. this whole week i have done nothing but GUITAR GUITAR GUITAR and for one whole week i ate at the DOVER market. sian...
term exams are immediately after holidays...and i've got lots of homework to do too...
where got time to study???
sianz!
♥reflected @ 7:17 PM
