Sunday, October 24, 2010 ♥
i dunno.. wat's really wrong..
i just feel uneasy. i feel very unsure about things.
maybe it's because i've had time set aside to slack.. and i don't revise my notes regularly.. i've missed a couple of lectures..
i still can't find the good balance between lab and school..
maybe it's because i have only 3 more weeks..? of school.. and there are still 3 assignments ahead and more lectures to come..
maybe it's because i've been really busy driving around this week until i have become a bit lost..distracted..blur..
it's kinda tiring and vexing.. trying to find stability..
sighs.
find the things at school and lab very hard to absorb.. things haven't been going very smoothly.. it doesn't help to be doubtful about things...
i think it's also because i have been pondering over some things that are quite philosophical, such as friends and faith, which i know shouldn't be the things on my brain now..
有时因为让自己先甜后苦，结果可能会苦上加苦吧...
recently, i have been following drama recaps on dramabeans.com, cos they narrate the stories pretty well and reading saves more time.
so here are the dramas i have been following..
1st: Playful Kiss
-Only read and watched the parts near to the end of the show.
It is okay la.. i think.. not splendid, but quite okay.
2nd: Dr. Champ
The story is interesting, the context is pretty novel.
3rd: Sungkyunkwan Scandal
-Didn't actually want to follow it, just that during parts of my waiting for my gel run etc, i decided to read the recaps..
I've been watching another drama. bought the vcd cos it was on offer.
Tazza: war of flowers
It is really quite good. about gambling. altho i still dun quite understand the game they play inside the show.
the other one is this, but i haven't been watching closely...and not planning to continue to watch as yet.
Last one, i'ven't been watching either.. just randomly watch certain parts here and there... acting not superb but still okay ba..
♥reflected @ 1:51 AM
Monday, October 11, 2010 ♥
SIGHS.
i spent my entire day in lab today. from 9.30am to 10.30pm. and because i was stupid enough to get swayed by another person (esp. a less experienced one), my plan of not going to lab tmr so that i can stay home to study is totally disrupted.
T.T
this week has been super tiring. wednesday was lab from 9am to 11pm. thurs was busy attending smth, saturday after work.. lab from 3pm to 9.30pm. SIGHS. and all that hard work is wasted cos of the one mistake. SIGHS.
i hate 程咬金!
sighs.
time flies. IT really flies. gosh. reason why i mention again, not just because it really does fly because of how busy lab and school are, but also i met someone i saw and didn't see for about 2 years. that was one week ago. while joei, pat and i were entering megabites cafe at science for dinner before our discussion for the sdl for neurobio, somebody was standing near the door and he waved at me. and i was really surprised. the chef! that got sis and i to try the salmon steak 2 years ago (see nov 2008) (and unfortunately i indeed forgot his name..) LOL. yup after that incident we didn't see him anymore, so sis and i were wondering where he had gone and if he got sacked cos he talked to us or smth (LOL). but there he was.
so he came over to chat. and ahh. he was at shanghai for some expo thinggy? i could hardly recognise him anyway! and i don't really recall how he looked like back then anymore. can't rmbr.. i guess the impression of him now is much stronger. anyways he treated joei, pat and me to a cheesecake.. and they didn't have space anymore cos they ate fish n chips, and i had to eat so much cheese cake that i don't think i'll try cheesecake in some time.... hahaha
sighs. and that was one, eh no, going to two weeks ago already, sdl3 for neurobio has already been announced. last (last) week i found myself suffocating cos i couldn't manage my time properly. i really do find trouble managing my time properly between lab and school, esp cos lab is not at schl and lab is hard to go.. and school has so much stuffs. i have no time to read my lect notes etc etc etc....
we've always been working hard, trying our best.. i really hope things will go well and smoothly. please do...
after this october, i'll be officially out of job.
sighs.
so tiring.
just now watched a movie on tv with sis, it was quite interesting and quite touching. and different of what you might expect of those actors. it's called sophie's revenge, with shu qi, ruby lin, peter ho and so jisub. (that's the korean poster), but it's a chinese movie. it reminds me of some contemporary english novels that i've read before..
sighs. i really don't want to go lab later..? cos i have so much stuffs i need to read and catch up on. but i have the feeling that i need to go..
♥reflected @ 1:40 AM
