Friday, May 27, 2005 ♥
ACJC RUGBY!!!!!!!! YOU GUYS ROCK!!!!!!!!
We won the final match against rjc, with a score of 23-0 yesterday, at the police academy.
And we showed off the AC spirit.
We rock.
ACJC WE are the CHAMPIONS!!!
our netball won the game, our water polo ruled the pool and....
yup.
tt's why we got half day today. i made use of that to go back nan hua to get the o level cert and tok to mrs lim.
Wen yan and me were arguing about how refined and how not our ruggers are.
so...i do agree with her in some areas, and i apologized, even though i'm in no position to represent anyone.
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CONGRATULATIONS TO OUR RUGGERS, NETBALLERS, etc...
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arghh... im in so much pain ..
my arms, shoulders, thighs, back are all aching...
cos i was redoing my napfa, and i tried so hard, retrying and retrying, until i can get a silver. so in the end i did 3 As(sit up, sit and reach, 2.4), 1 C(inclined pull) and 2 Ds(shuttle run and standing broad). yeahh..even though i'm in so much pain now...hahaz.
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i did fail my chem badly 4.5/20 and econs essay 7/25..
i strive to work very hard during the holidays for the coming term exams.
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Holidays are here...busy busy...have guitar practices from 8 to 4p.m almost everyday in the first week and two more days in the 2nd week, there are make-up lessons and holiday homework...
Must work out time to study.
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okay. take a deep breath..
camelot's here...
GUITAR ENSEMBLE's concert on 22nd july at ACJC lt 4, tickets at $10.
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♥reflected @ 8:07 PM
Saturday, May 21, 2005 ♥
damn sian.
i got back to my hectic life.
i discovered that i stone more nowadays, even with my guitar friends. i feel tt i'm drifting off from everyone i know.
i dun noe.
it's feels like i m shutting up...after effects of being ignored???
i'm drifting off from everybody, incl. my family.
i'm like stoning and thinking silently everytime...
i could be a talking non-stop person, it's just, now, tt character of me dun stand out.
sumtimes, it makes me think that, it makes no difference to say somehing...ot that it just not worth to say anything...
oh well...i shld put an end to all tt crap.
this coming thurs is the rugby finals...ac against rj. suddenly, i dun feel anything, as in a wanting our schl to win feeling. it's like it's not my business. i dun care whether they win or not. even if they lose...i dunno..just too bad larh.
camelot is coming.
the drama pple practically dun sleep everyday and just do their sewing and practising. and we are no better, we are forced to buy the tickets. they say it's for the crap building.
a lot of other tournaments competitions are coming...
good luck to them.
all these days, i have been in the "self-pity and depression" mode.
i can't play guitar.
i lost the bio tys i just got it yesterday.
i dunno how and wat to talk to pple.
i suck in pe- ie i cant do well for napfa.
i am not doing well in my studies.
i am losing out.
i dunno whether i m working hard at all.
i am a failure.
i m not pessimistic.
all of that is true.
hahaz. haiz...i will soon get over all that, until i face the truth of failing again.
♥reflected @ 4:43 PM
Sunday, May 15, 2005 ♥
thank you zi xian.
did an online personality test..quite fun...
Your #1 Match: ISFJ
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The Nurturer
You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.
A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways.
In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.
You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.
You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist. |
Your #2 Match: ISTJ
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The Duty Fulfiller
You are responsible, reliable, and hardworking - you get the job done.
You prefer productive hobbies, like woodworking or knittings.
Quiet and serious, you are well prepared for whatever life hands you.
Conservative and down-to-earth, you hardly ever do anything crazy.
You would make a great business executive, accountant, or lawyer. |
Your #3 Match: ISFP
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The Artist
You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).
You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.
Simply put, you enjoy bueaty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.
Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs.
You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer. |
♥reflected @ 1:56 PM
Friday, May 13, 2005 ♥
If only i can be as calm as the waters in the picture.
Many things happened in the week.
SO many things happened i didn't even know that suddenly the week has passed, friday is going to be gone.
Last week a girl from acjc passed away from lukemia.
On monday, i had a bad pain in my lower abdomen, which i had it for twice quite some time ago. it was so bad i can't even walk, squat or even lie down in the sick bay. after 30 mins, the pain went away. the vp wanted to bring me see doctor, but i refused. the tcher wanted me to go home, but i refused.
Li hao told me in the morning he saw a dead body at his house there.he thought that it could be a murder or something.
On tuesday, it was announced that the once first-aid president had committed suicide. the dead body li hao saw was him. i didn't figure that out immediately. i was too shocked to. i was so shocked i kept heaving and crying. becos, i just saw him on saturday, before i went to the guitar outing, at jp. we even said hi to each other. that was the first time my sister saw him also. and we didn't know that that would be the last time we see him.
i couldn't stay calm. it was the first two periods which was pe, i decided to go and run 5 rounds. after that, i managed to calm down. i also want to thank some of my classmates and friends, who tried to help me...Jia Yi, Clarice, Haw Yi, Tania, Joanne, and a few others, i can't really remember, i was too 'unstable' then.
On wed, the whole day i felt sick. kept feeling stomachache. after schl had the disc personality test.
on thursday, which was yesterday. after the 2.4 napfa run, and recess, i had the pain i had on monday again. i refused to go sick bay again or go home. again, after 30 mins plus i recovered.
Thank you again to those who helped me. Xiangning, Eunice, Serene, Esther, Marilyn, Adelle, Aneesa, EVERYBODY...
today, was a total mess. econs test is so very tough.
then i was so alone today. a lot of pple ignored me.
stoning.......
so frustrating...haiz.
sometimes, things just happen.
haiz.
♥reflected @ 9:46 PM
Sunday, May 08, 2005 ♥
I'm glad i went for the speech day. Even though it was boring listening to people talk, it was fun to cheer when we see our class photos... and very happy to see the mons...hmm...how come almost the whole 4/1 came back and not 4/3? nvm.
we had lots of fun taking photos, i guess...that might be better than watching rugby actually, seeing people piling up on top of one another, and bam into one another...and nobody is doing any cheering, which is ... not very fun...anyway, acjc won hwa chong, 80to 0..
yesterday there was guitar outing at jonathan's house at woodlands. it started out really fun but ended really terribly.
we were supposed to meet at the woodlands mrt at 5, but left only at 6. only 10 pple turned up for the outing.
we had lots of fun in the beginning. Happy Birthday to Tania!
3/5 was Zhili's bdae, 4/5 was Joanne's, and yesterday was Tania's.
on thursday we had a small guitar party and ate pizza, same, only a few people turned up, but we and quite some fun.
yesterday we enjoyed dunking people into the pool. i was pushing jc down and he pulled me in too, while i was holding onto a plate of food. so i managed to save the food by raising my hand high (cos i fell backwards), but didn't manage to save myself.
i managed to pull and drag li hao by the belt loop of his pants into the pool, but ended up got pushed into the water by jc again. we swung tania into the pool after singing her a birthday song...
i gut swung into the pool also, becos i lauged non-stop at li hao, and nobody can push or pull me down, cos everytime they tried, i sat down...hahaz
the coach came too. there was a slide there also, it was very fun and funny. most of us got stuck halfway, only jc managed to get thr. smoothly.
but everything ended badly.
my mum called to tell me that i have to go home myself and i shld start doing so right then (it was 9.45 plus), then li hao discovered his phone missing. most probably it was stolen. i was so upset i cried. who ever who stole the phone ought to be hanged.
in the end,the coach gave 5 of us a ride to admiralty. the rest stayed. we were all sad at how things turned out. and we also felt sorry to tania.
haiz.
haiz.
got lots of homework to do...
♥reflected @ 2:39 PM
Tuesday, May 03, 2005 ♥
thnks zi xian.
damn sad larh.
on friday we have speech day.
and haw chong is playing against ac rugby on friday also. at first i thought the mons can come over to ac..and i was so looking forward to it. and damn upset when i found out tt i will be missing the match.
at least i will see the mons at speech day...but i believe watching rugby is more fun than sitting there and stone...haiz.
a lot of tests are coming...and i m suffering like hell...sometimes i find myself hanging right at the top of the cliff, threatening to fall off....sometimes i just cant match up to the speed...
haiz.
glad tt i will see you mons soon...though not at the rugby match...
♥reflected @ 8:28 PM
