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Sunday, November 30, 2008 ♥


guess wat.

my exams are over.

this sem was so tough. and it actually feels like it went by too fast? 2008. 1 entire year. just sorta flew past. my students.. some o level some a level. esp those i relief taught last yr. they are actually done with their a levels.

i'm 20. i've lived for 20 yrs already.

it's kinda scary. how time just zooms past.

光阴似箭,日夜如梭. i learnt this term when i was preparing for sec 1 higher chinese after p6 psle. totally describes how i feel.

let's backtrack a bit.

13 nov 2008 was a disastrous day.

but because i already knew that it was going to be disastrous, i already spent the day before crying like shit.

our bdae was spent entirely just doing our project reports for biochem. i did it until 1am. went to bathe. and came out to print the reports until 2/3am+. and i was super tired. i couldn't study at all. and so i totally gave up and went for the cell bio exam the next day with an empty brain.

and i was so sad after the exam.

so very upset.

me and sis went to yih and ate sushi to console ourselves.

went for stats tutorial then after that to the lab (where we spent wks and long hours there doing and redoing our experiments) to hand in our reports. and guess wat. we were so taken aback. cos there was this box. with a small hole. where we were supposed to hand in the reports. and it was quite full so all the papers are like bent and folded. and we were like. erm. wat are we supposed to do. cos our stuffs were binded. and it wouldn't fit. and so we asked some1 there. and she said just fold and chuck it in. and we were like wth. and so she came over. and we said DON'T BEND THE REPORT. and she said ya ya. don't worry. and guess what. SHE BENT IT. I WAS SO SHOCKED. and heartbroken. SHE BENT our hard work just like that., when we already told her dont'. luckily we managed to give it personally to our ta. and sadly. he told us he's not going to be ta anymore. he's going back to research. haiz. at least it's a phew for us, cos he was still ard this sem. and even more phew that we got into the lab where he's at.

after that. the girls asked us to meet them for bioinfocom proj meeting. they actually prepared a cake and presents for us. (even tho after that we still had the meeting haha) but was glad. cos its the first time someone celebrated our bdae for us.


on saturday, bcos it was going to be reading wk we went to bukit batok first, then we went to imm baystreet21 for a late lunch. for ur bdae. check out the delicious looking food. hmm. i don't like the veggies tho. bcos they're just boiled like this. i like coleslaw better.


then we went to get a cake for ourselves from four leaves. my favourite. or at least the one that i always wanted to get. blackforest. it's really yummy. and the cream tastes much healthier than the usual fresh cream from other cake shops ard here.

reading wk.. was quite bad.
cos slacked a lot.

there was this facebook game that distracted us.

and last wk came. we had our exams. they were all quite hard. haiz.

friday.. slacked the day through. yesterday was supposed to be shopping for new yr. but something bad happened. haiz.

today went to jp. got 268photos developed. and tried to shop for clothes. and it was really tough.. didn't see anything gd. haiz

theres actually a lot of stuffs i want to do..
but.

haiz.

i shall stop here now.

♥reflected @ 11:16 PM


Thursday, November 13, 2008 ♥


today.
me and my sis's birthday.

but. haiz.

tmr : deadline for experimental biochem report + cell bio ca2 (which is completely horrifying)

and i'm halfway thr neither.

=(

plus today some vexing news were told to me. and they got me even more stressed.

but.

thanks for the sms-es some pple sent to me, one or two was quite surprising..

...
love ya sis.

this sem sux. but watever it is.. BAXIA!



♥reflected @ 2:14 AM


Sunday, November 02, 2008 ♥


actually didn't want to post, cos wanted to wait until exams are over on 27nov.

hmm.

this week. was..kinda..

monday spent most of the time doing chinese assignment.

tuesday morning before going to school i went to buy a cake, cos lx's bdae was thursday. but wednesday and thursday we won't be going to school.
unfortunately.

nobody came for the lecturer except for me, sis and lx. the others didn't want to come. also, right after the lecture, lx had to go for another lect at buisness. so the cake was totally extra. besides the others actually had already celebrated with her the day before. and so i was feeling quite angry and sad.
initally thought of finding a place to store the cake, hopefully some nice canteen seller lends us their fridge. but. my sis accidentally. toppled. the cake. the nicee cream blueberry cake.
and so. it actually sorta solved our problem, we won't have to find any fridge anymore. dun ask me wat we did to the destroyed cake.

wednesday we didn't go for open lab. while i went to the library to study on my own for thursday's test. i studied quite hard, may have fallen asleep a few times, but i did study quite hard.

thursday was the test and briefing and open lab. even though it was supposed to be gel electrophoresis, but we did altogether 6 gels. and there was staining and destaining and all the stuffs. in the end, we only managed to come out of lab at 7pm. dinner was at megabites, salad. cos i decided.

i shall put myself on a diet when i'm eating on our own.
vegetables or fruits. no rice, no meat. no sweets, no chocs and no fried stuffs.

hopefully, i can keep it up.

after dinner, we went to jurong east to get lx's bdae gifts. sis chose a necklace, i chose a top.

by the time we reached home, it was already 9plus. after bathing and stuffs. wrapped up lx prez.. i was too tired to do anything. even tho there was stats tut to do. i was just so tired, until i only sat my table and keep sleeping. later sis woke me up and we actually watching kang xi lai le, jay chou showing off his magic. it was quite a funky show.

friday decided not to go for the cell bio lecture, and do stats tut instead. lunch was spent with lx and jy and u, celebrating lx's bdae with a cake they baked= oreo cheesecake. which was really good. niceee. took a few picts, but i haven't got them yet. lunch was just vege soup. then stats lecture. was very tired still, and fell asleep a bit. the others actually had decided among themselves to wear black for halloween, we didn't noe so didnt. after the lecture, had to go for project briefing.. which ended at 7pm. originally me and sis decided to go and have salad at megabites again, for dinner. but.

we went into megabites. and the chef, whom we always wave to when we see him, actually came out to say hi and talk to us. and we were like ? huh?! shocked. and so he started to ask us what we're eating.. we said, we were still thinking, and sis asked him if he had anything gd to intro to us. i said i want to eat smth healthy, and he said. ohh. vege lor! haha. then he became really excited and started to tell us that there was very fresh salmon on tt day and very big one, why don't we share it. i was like.. errr.....and so he said do you want to see it? i show i show. and so he was really excited and he went in to get the fish out onto a plate. and yup. it was really BIG. one gigantic piece, and also very thick. so me and sis decided to share it with mashed potato. so he fried it for us. and yup. it was really nice. very tasty. too bad we forgot to take a photo of the entire fish before we ate it. cos we were too excited, forgot abt taking a pict. pan fried salmon with cream sauce. nice.


that was half of wat was left. haha.

and after we finished eating. he actually came over to ask us how the meal was and if we were full. lol. it was kinda amusing. just in case i forget his name in future. aaron jian lun. LOL. it's amusing. cos me and sis aren't like regular customers or anything. and he only got to know us bcos once last yr, we went in, and the auntie who served us said :ay! are you all twins? everybody look, twins leh!

lol.

and so after eating we left and byed to him.

went home to slack.. watch tv, watched beethoven's virus. bv is ending.. last ep is nxt wk, special on 13 nov. and tt wk, is really a busy busy and stressful wk. and so is the coming wk. bv is getting a bit.. losing spark i guess. but it still managed to make me feel a lot of diff emotions. which in one way is quite stressful too.

anyway.

i have 2 project reports to do. by 14 nov. stats test 7 nov 8-9pm. cell bio ca2 on 14 nov.

how stressful right.

stressed.

sians.

so many things to do with so little time.

i just spent 2 hrs typing this, cos i was distracted with tv.

sianssss.

♥reflected @ 8:30 PM


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