Wednesday, September 26, 2007 ♥
Happy Mid-autumn festival..
This year's spent differently from last 2 years. There wasn't any playing.. but at least today me and my sis made mooncakes.
These are made by my sister the day before.
This week's supposedly to be the term break, which is supposedly used to study very hard to catch up and stuffs, but half the week has already gone.. and i haven't really started studying anything yet, which is bad, cos there are tests coming..
Life. is so.
haha. well. hmm.
anyways, last weekend i had to work both days. it was damn tiring, but it was still quite ok.. i even watched constantine on sunday night.. which was kinda. cool. and supposedly insightful. in the end, keanu was supposed to understand truely what 'god has his own plan for every one person' means and stuffs like tt etc.
and tt was. hmm. up to each person's thinking.
as for me, i think. life is just life. everybody's life is different because everybody's different. ie. like even if two persons choose exactly same path to walk they can end up differently in the end still.
anyway. i'm just talking crap la ah.
i think. hah. life is just walking. sometimes u run, sometimes u walk. and sometimes, u just feel like stopping, but in the end u're still moving.
....-.-'''
okay. i get a feeling that if i go on typing.. i'll type more crap. i shall go and concentrate on generating yet another lab report.
last but not least, met sabbie yesterday. hah. it was quite a strange and funny episode.
♥reflected @ 11:15 PM
Thursday, September 20, 2007 ♥
hmm.
i wanted to post yesterday..
but i didn't.
cos today i had stats test.
and yesterday. i was real tired. i felt totally sick and headachy. so from 10pm to 12am i was like in the unconscious, very asleep mode. i couldn't take it.
at last when i woke up, i managed to study.
last saturday i wanted to post.
but i didn't.
cos i hadn't the mood to do so.
cos an unfortunate incident happened on friday night.
which is really terrible. i cried non-stop all the way from school to on the bus to home to npp. it was damn heartbreaking.
i cried so much my eyes were sore my heart was damn sad, i was in a daze, in the end i fell down in the bus.. and so on so on.
and on saturday another even worse thing happened. and that was something i couldn't take.
i felt so lost. so lost.
but i've found my way. i'm asking for 3 years. or 2.5 years. after that. i'm going to solve all these problems.
somehow. i am going to.
but for now. i'll work hard, study hard for however long i can.
anyways, all that passed already. cos it was last week.
this week. chem lab was a bit.. bad. mistakes here and there. hate labs and lab reports.
other than that.. not much actually.
school isn't fun. work isn't fun. but that's life.
i hope i can really accept how my life is really like. and work really hard. or maybe..
i'm just too pessismistic? but.
it's reality. it's life.
this sounds so cliche.
oh ya. btw. i really am not looking forward to socio tutorial tomorrow.
till again. hah. byee.
♥reflected @ 9:24 PM
Sunday, September 09, 2007 ♥
it's morning 9.38am, sunday 9 september.
tomorrow's there's a chem test about lectures 1-6, and i haven't started studying anything yet. and lect 4-6 i have no crap idea abt their contents bcos i hadn't being paying full attention and they also contain a lot of new stuffs. which means. shit.
and here i am.
blogging from work. which also means shit.
cos i have to work from 9-6pm. meaning. by the time i get home.
i won't have enough time to study.
6 sets of lecture notes. 3 sets of mass tutorial. 2 sets of small grp tutorials, of which one isn't even done yet.
and i was thinking of trying to summarize them into my own notes.
this is like highly impossible. and stressful. and damn shitty. :(
and i still have 1 chem lab report to do, read soci course pack (4 chapters cos i haven't touched a single page yet), read bio notes (microbio, fungi, algae- all not touched yet.)
DIEEEE.
uni cum work life is like damn shitty.
btw. rmbr the girl? with the same name as my student, also the same age, same schl and almost same named tuition teacher?
guess what.
coincidentally.
she happens to be in the same class as her too.
not only that.
she has been in the same class as her since p1. and they are good frens.
can u believe that? wth.
so. how the hell did i get tt no?
barh.
i really need to study. but i've got to work. if not no money. DIE.
pardon my language use here, i'd try to be sophisticated and cultured, but now..it's really too :( to do so.
♥reflected @ 9:36 AM
Monday, September 03, 2007 ♥
today.
is an unlucky day. bad. bad. bad.
firstly, slept at only 3am, woke up at 6.30, got to the bus stop at abt 7.30, waited for 198 to appear until 7.45, and this is the first time since the past wks 198 was so filled up. or maybe it's just becos it's already late in the morning. on the journey to schl, the bus moved damn slowly, and the driver waited for so long for the pple on board to move in so that more pple can jam up the bus. so it moved damn slow and waited for damn long, and in the end by the time we got into lt32 which was damn far away with damn many steps, it was already abt 8.40. lucky we didn't miss too much.
stats lect was still ok. but then chem lect was damn terrible. by then i'm losing energy, listening but not listening really, but at least was better than sis, she totally shut off and dozed off. but tt was bcos during the stats break i just fell totally asleep for tt bare short 10 mins. and chem lect was bad bad, bcos we were told that the chem lect this thurs of an unkown new topic would be included in test on monday, which sux. and it was also bad bad cos the lecturer was damn rushing thr everything. and i didn't get anything. it was the same for last wk too. HAIZ.
after that.chem tutorial.sorta bad too.cos such a small space but so many pple. and way of teaching wasn't gd either. then lunch, sis's frens came all the way down to find her.. so she was kinda busy.. then stats tutorial, which was better than last wk.
then RAIN. RAIN. RAIN. and Spoilt Umbrella. then energy drain. Crapped talk to a fren cum senior. i bet he's feeling kinda jumbled up and strange now. or mayb tt's how i feel. i'm damn unhappy with my non-stop yapping. so annoying.and gossipping abt other ppl somemore. TSK. so uncultured. TSK. but there was ONE thing. that still makes me Wonder. in disbelief. was surprised. and it's kinda funny too. SIS u shld noe wat i'm talking abt. the chair business. HAH. farnie.
and then rain rain. rushed to print notes. then walked out to take bus 197/97 to je interchange to switch 335 to teach tuition. and then there's where the WORST thing happened.
i made a call.
wrong number.
worse.
i was asking for my student.
which happens to share the same name, same age, and same schl as the daughter of the mum of the wrong number.
and. worse.
this unknown daughter to me, was out having tuition.
taught by.
guess wat.
Mrs LIM.
so this mother got super hysterical.
and then. it was abt 20 mins of scolding and threatening from her. and no matter how i tried to be reasonable and make her see the difference and everything..
i felt so.
rarh. SAD. and :(. i mean. alright. seriously i can't rmbr clearly where this wrong number came from, and why is there such coincidence. i felt so wronged.
and then finally my correct student returned my call and the correct mum called me, i had to confirm with them who they are.
i was so. tsk. at first on 197 i was so tired i just fell asleep. and on 335. i was like. damn :(.
luckily the tuition was cancelled. and luckily nothing more happened.
haiz. luckily tmr no schl, cos i have damn lots of work to do. study study study. tsk.
yesterday was bad too. i was having lesson. and i can't believe i dozed off. halfway. while i was talking talking, i suddenly switched off. i just suddenly fell asleep. one moment i was still talking. the next. i was unconscious.
Omg.
u can imagine how tired i was.
reason being...
the day before was D&D fos at carlton hotel.
sis and i reached there damn late, we took a cab somemore, at 8pm. but lucky it just started tt time, goodie we didn't miss out anything.
it was kinda boring actually. just food, one starter dance, and the pagent. other than one cute guy, nothing else much. (hah. actually not so cute la, after wat my sis said: 1995 james lye. hah. but i thot him to be jap hana kim tt high jumper. :P)
it could have been a lot better if there were more music, singing and band performance..
other than that. was just food, eating and talking and joking with our tRoY pple.. the most exciting part was some chopsticks attack thing by one of the seniors in the first course (hah)..then take pict here and there.
missed the last train to boon lay. sad. lucky there was bus. yeah 197 again. and even 334.
but was quite argh. cos i was having headache since fri night. and on the actual day i was trying to study a bit, but kept falling asleep on the table.. and groggy and wake up and sleep and groggy so on. until rarh. my head and shoulders were throbbing in pain.
at least we managed to get there, look quite presentable (sis is ever so cool and pretty =) grin!)
bad thing. i lost a pair of my spare camera batteries, i forgot to bring my handphone. i forgot to bring melvin's birthday prez (but gd too, cos i had chance to add to it,tho i had to specially go down after work quite late yesterday). i didn't go according to wat i actually thought of doing - of getting him a cake (while the nxt table actually got) - sorry mel, and i didn't give him a gd bdae wish (cos i was so tired and :( cos missed the train)-at least got to do all these today.
hmm. wat else.
friday. yup. last friday. it tutorial was bad. cos me and sis were the only yr 1s, the rest were yr3/4 and they weren't taking this mod very seriously. and we had to form grp to do proj and. expectedly, we couldn't and still can't find one. but bio pract was better. at least less stressful than last wks. but shit.
haven't done my prac report.
and shit. haven't done so many things.
tt means i should get going to do my stuffs.
so b4 i end. here's some picts-
when i first saw them, i didn't think they were balloons.
tRoY =)
tWins Power! hah. we all look alike K! btw there's another pair of twins at fos too yr1s. but they're guys. they are identical too! =)
ks.
pretty rite. me and my sis. YES. we r pretty twins.. hahh..
tt's all.
btw. click on the pics to see BIG versions.
k.
bye.
gd luck man. i need it. my sis needs it. i bet everyone esle needs it too.
♥reflected @ 9:46 PM
