Monday, August 24, 2009 ♥
its going to be the third week of schl already.
my new haircut (not so new now...)
before
and after!
at first i couldn't get used to it.. now its ok already.
first two weeks.. seem to be quite ok.. already start feeling a bit stressed. esp cos the modules do not seem easy at all. in fact all of them that we're doing this sem are quite hard..
actually went for a last k session with sis in the first week before we 'officially' get into schl mode (altho until now we're not really studying hard yet. which is bad ]= ) the k session was really fun, we totally sang our hearts out. it was quite exciting too. cos i accidentally spilled my glass of almond milk shake. i even took a pict to commemorate the moment. haha.
when 'disaster' stroke, when i was trying very hard to sing tt song. called shen qi. haha.
the most intriguing part was that the waiter came in with a huge stack of kitchen towels to wipe up the mess. i had expected a mop.. haha. it was kinda fun wiping with lots of tissue. tt reminds me, tt place we went to was kinda high tech and it was really cool. there was a leg massager, and it was so much easier and faster to search for songs. another mystifying part of the 'story' was that the waiter asked us for our nos. which was kinda.. O.o and LOL and oh wells.
it was really great still, cos we sang a lot. and many motivating songs.
we have to wake up damn early days, and we really need to sleep earlier.
=(
anyways. a fren came over to schl to meet us for cha soba. haha. it was kinda fun to meet up a bit just for lunch kinda. altho most of the time we're kinda slow mo/ down cos we're very sleepy and tired.
teaching really uses damn a lot of energy. and we've just increased our workload by quite a bit..
watched finish a kdrama called Partner with Lee Dong wook in it, and i heard he's going into ns also?!?! Its a drama on law.. which is really quite good.
i am very much trying to avoid continue watching other shows. like i've read abt episode one of the new show by yoon eun hye and watched ep1 of another show with lee ji-ah.
lastly.. (cos i'm lazy to type more) Please show some support for me!!
www.gleeberry.com
My shirts are up!!! =)
go see =P
i've been working on more shirts... i'm not going to put the picts up yet tho. i also altered a dress myself, sewing by hand! i think i really like wat i did! =P
the original:
the result after editing!:
back!
front!
cool right =P
i'm kinda very tired. but i haven't studied at all this weekend. =(
♥reflected @ 12:37 AM
Thursday, August 06, 2009 ♥
something's strange with blogger. i thought it was something to do with the browser i'm using, but then, it still looks the same if i used ie instead of mozilla. the something strange is referring to the bar with the insert pictures etc. hmm..
school is starting.
and i'm not looking forward to it. kinda dreading it. but then.. haiz.
time is flying. and its scary. =(
been going out a bit. cos driving lessons have to be dragged till august and september.. went out to meet pple mostly for food. went to k once. it was quite fun. went out to window shop and bought one nice top..
i'd let the picts do the talking.. but then.. i'm kinda lazy cos the pict function is missing, that means i must type html which is kinda troublesome cos the pict size might bcome a problem too.. which makes me feel like not blogging anymore..
i cut my hair. on tuesday. said bye-bye to the huge amount of hair cut off.. and i have shorter and straighter hair now.. i look different.
i brushed the kitchen floor today with mr. muscle and a toothbrush and now it's sparkling clean =). but i know that mum's not really satisfied cos other parts of the house aren't v clean... but i did mop the floors too..
i hope i have more confidence in myself, but i can't help it when i keep having doubts. partly bcos i really feel that i'm not capable enough, and also bcos i'm dun have money to waste.
i hope that i really know what i am supposed to do, so that i can stop thinking about all the other things that i wanted to do/ could have done, and perservere and work hard from where i am now.. so that i can stop being a slacker or lack motivation bcos i keep thinking of all those things.
i wish that there's someone to guide me. to assure me.
or maybe wat i really need is to believe in myself.. which i dunno if i can.. cos i find it hard to believe in anything or anyone anymore...
my mum tells me that if its ur fate, it'll come to you naturally.
i believe that too. but sometimes.. its kinda hard.
its hard to stand alone, but i keep feeling tt is hard for pple to understand me or stand me cos i keep digging into stuffs which i noe i shldn't...
i guess i'm feeling emo again.. maybe cos i've been listening to many emo songs..
something's either wrong with facebook.. or my browser.. or my internet connection..
i hope everything goes well.
♥reflected @ 11:18 PM
