Saturday, August 23, 2008 ♥
haiz.
abt 2 weeks haven't blogged. reason.
schl.
has just started and it's already crazy.
a lot of things happened,
quite a many unhappy things happened. especially this week.
which made me really sad.
but. i'm quite strange i guess. when i'm sad,
i want to be left alone, yet i will sorta hope for someone to come cuddle kinda.
i'd be upset if pple are upset by me just bos i'm upset.
so contradictory.
but like i mentioned to sabbie. i'd be like in transition mode. feel sad, pretend nothing, feel more sadder then break down, then back to life.
some pple say i'm independent. some say dependent.
my reply would be independent on who? dependent on who? it also depends on whether tt person can be depended on right. independent = strong = nobody really cares abt her =loner? dependent = weak = somebody/bodies care abt her all the time = happy life.
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i keep falling asleep in front of the comp just as i'm typing etc. it's just so tiring. managing uni, work and life. and so hectic.
like. i just woke up. abt 10 mins ago i was still typing.
there's hell lot of things to do actually. from labs to reports to tutorials etc.
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anyways.
the previous, as in the first wk as quite ok. we went to other pple's hostel to look, eat together etc..
actually wanted to post pictures.
but i'm really too tired to do a good blog post.
cos i just fell asleep again. i only realised when sis suddenly asked me a qn.
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life is really unpredictable. like
i was still watching coffee prince again..
haiz.
still got damn lot of things to do. i guess its hard to get a gd night's sleep too.
♥reflected @ 11:42 PM
Sunday, August 10, 2008 ♥
more than a week since the last time i blogged.
and today is already the last day of the hols. school starts tomorrow. considering today as sunday already.
and school hasn't even started, and i'm already tired, vexed and stressed etc etc.
okay did quite some stuffs over these two weeks.
1. met sis's fren jing2 and her sis at imm and had a nice meal at spaghetti too. good food there, at reasonable prices.
2. went for og dinner at vivo city, and we had to miss the entire sentosa outing cos me and sis had to work. was disappointed with the food we ate tho..
3. dyed my hair ash blonde
4. made sushi =)
5. baked an orange cake and some cookies which were super yummy but i only had 1 piece each, cos my mum gave them all away to my brother's frens =(
6. dyed my brother's hair
7. drew on my old polo tees and went around looking for fabric dyes (i shall post a pict when i'm completely done with them soon)
8. brought my sis to get her hair cut and dyed. =) i waited for her damn long.. but it was quite fun, cos we chatted and slacked.
9. went to ang mo kio to collect the tickets i won to jam hsiao's showcase at st james powerstation later this evening, then went to causeway pt which was big and confusing cos i haven't been there for v long cos it's super far.
10. decided against perming my hair, and let the guy cut my hair. haha. he cut my hair twice before last year. in between were some other random women whom i didn't think they did a good job. but this time, i still felt quite upset abt my hair again. cos my hair was just dyed, and it was long thick and nice. but got cut. and also, my hairstyle looks like 2 yrs ago. hmm..
anyway, it was quite a funky evening. haha. cos we or rather i initiated the move to take photo with the hair stylists. haha. and it was quite funny, cos we had to pose many times, cos they couldn't figure sis's phone out, and in the end when they figured out, one of the guys moved. so in the end, only my photo turned out ok.
actually i thought i would come out with a super long post. but oh wells, i just summarised them in the above points.
my right eye is tired and has been swollen for more than 2 days i think? so i guess i need to get a lot of rest..
oh ya. another thing. i didn't do the toe surgery; there were too many worries i had. oh btw, the doctor who attended to me at jmc was cute. haha.
wat else.
school's starting. finished bidding for modules le.
and the timetable's damn shitty.
so stressful.
arghhh.
yup. i'll end here.
♥reflected @ 12:10 AM
