Monday, September 20, 2010 ♥
honestly, i know i've been off-focus, procrastinating and slacking, doing things that i prefer, rather than doing what i should do.
this week is recess week, other than the usual times i plan to go to lab, i assume i really do need to plan and use my time wisely to study. i've really got lots of stuffs to study. i'll be having a mid-term test for econs nxt week, and there are still many things which i do not understand at all.. which kinda sucks. i dun see how come it can be so chim.. i dun understand the mathematics... which wasn't gone thr much in the lecture, which is thus why i feel very much disappointed by the lecturer who came into the first lecture with confidence and pride... sighs.
many things happened in lab.. bads and then goods.. and bads.. sighs.
school is just a lot of stuffs to pack into my brain, which is really hard, cos those stuffs are so difficult and hard to absorb..
work..sighs. i'll be out of work 2 weeks later. good and bad.. good - i have more time, bad - i have no cash inflow.. and it is decided already that i won't be working there for the nxt yr.. and who knows about the yr after nxt? in other words, i may have just probably going to be retrenched? sighs.. after 3 yrs working there.. there are memories, and students i worry about.
i have been distracted with a drama - "Dong Yi"; i only watched some back episodes though.. i can't possibly watch the entire thing la.. the latest episode is 52 and it is still running. it is actually quite good.. produced by the same people form dae jang geum (jewel in the palace) and iljimae.
righto.. that's all for this post! i should really be more focus and persistent in my studies!
♥reflected @ 2:29 AM
Sunday, September 05, 2010 ♥
actually.. i don't really have time to blog..?
but then.. i feel like blogging.. cos..
pple ard me aren't blogging anymore, which kinda feels weird, cos i dun get to read another person's blog during my breaks and stuffs, cos there's none to read.. sighs.
i want to keep this blog going though.. cos it sorta means quite a bit to me, like a growing up partner kinda? maybe not partner.. but yup, something which grows with me, something that is personal and belongs closely to me.. i used to have a diary, but writing in it takes up too much time..
life has been really busy.. and stressful, although there were indeed times that i slack.. but i sorta have to pay back for these times, which is harmful cos my sleep and health suffers as a result.
work today was quite.. ok.. i'm feeling more stressed about tmr and the week ahead after tomorrow.
just handed in my sdl1 for neurobio on tues this week, but sdl2 is coming.. coming wednesday i'll have to do a presentation about my research, but i haven't any good results to show yet, and i haven't started on the writing or sorts at all, but i'll be at the lab tmr and monday, and tuesday will be a long day at school. quite horrid..? my plans went koyak.. which was really quite disappointing, cos i had really tried to be careful throughout the entire thing.. but it didn't go well eventually. As a result, i have to go back to lab tmr.
i really got quite a bit of things and do..
TIME
gosh. haiz.
really tired and sleepy. burn out.
...
and i just woke up from a short nap in front of the comp.. again.. and these days i found myself having to sleep later, cos besides coming home late already, my bro has been using the comp to play games.. like at 12am, the time when i'm ready to start doing my work. as a result, either i slack and wait till i get to use the comp one hr later.. and struggle to stay awake as i do so, and then manage to get thr the sleepy mode until really late into the night; or i actually fall asleep before i get to use the comp - which kinda sucks, cos i really do need to do my work.
sighs.
anyways.. i still dun find a liking to ming dao's character in his new show, i found that the other guy seemed like a more interesting character. i haven't been following the show though..
i've watched parts of "I am Legend", i find Kim Jung Eun quite like-able... I liked her in 'General Hospital 2' and also as a host in 'Chocolate'. Until now, it seems like I am Legend is going on quite well..
i've read from dramabeans that some pple in mbc and sbs are going on strike, which sorta makes me look up to the actors, producers and film makers etc there even more, cos they probably face a lot of stress, yet still come out with really good shows.
sighs.
i should start doing my presentation! it's already so late in the night tho..
♥reflected @ 1:08 AM
