reflections

Saturday, July 21, 2007 ♥

sianz.

people who just don't understand sarascm. are just so naive. or maybe they just simply don't know me. which is just too bad.

have been working for two weeks already.. about one more week to go.. work hasn't been any exciting.

travel fees. are just damn ex. that's all i can say. damn ex.

last sat hung out with joei lihao tania wacky and thow. out of them, 4 of them are from guitar. we didn't do much. just found a place and talked. random stuffs, bgr etc. and after a while i got quite angsty and emo. bit becos i was getting real tired cos i had worked before i went. but it was still kinda okay cos i really haven't seen all of them for quite a long while. we hung out till quite late.
felt kinda sad, but then i had been feeling sad since some time before i met them already.

cos i found out about some stuffs.
and realized how naive and stupid i am.

but it's fine now. doesn't mean i got over it. becos these kinda stuffs? you dun get over them. you just grow out of it.

you simply tire yourself out, and become indifferent and numb to it. besides it's not like it's the first time i experienced this kinda thing.

however, it's definitely not enjoyable.

nxt tues will b going for medical check and camp briefing..

soon one week later i'll b starting schl. which i definitely am not looking forward to.

anyway.

i'm damn glad i found the song i have been looking for. yeah! 'wish' granted. my nxt 'wish' is a capo. but then i dun really use one too often anyway.

guitar playing is nice now, cos my sis's picking up the skills. and it's great to be able to sing together.

wat else. LIFE is gd. DAMN gd. enjoy it.
that's wat i put as my nick yesterday. and some1 actually msn-ed me- hey you sound a lot better!

i was like. huh? (okk. obviously my sarcasm isn't strong enough huh)

and tt some1 went on and asked how have you been.

i was like. okay. (forget abt the 'same' and 'things never change')

BUT. i certainly i have nothing against this some1. cos he/she just simply doesn't know me. all she did was just enquired and expressed interest in how's someone else's, other than your own life is going. (unlike some)

-.-

i hope my colleague will ask me to lunch one day before i leave.

HA HA HA.

oh ya. one more thing. i think that.

the 'secret pal' thing?

is wah lao.

DAMN silly.

oh ya. forgot. wanted to post a photo. from tt day. me and wacky.

♥reflected @ 10:26 PM

Saturday, July 07, 2007 ♥

i'm going off for tuition soon. so this is just going to be a quick post. cos i don't think i'll be free enough to post for the whole july and maybe even start of august.

plenty of things going on i think. many things have to be settled i hope i can get the 2nd package from nus quick. so that i can settle all the stuffs.

first of all. i just found a job! ok not really very delightful, cos it's going to be quite stressful. admin at buona vista. woa. seems quite far actually. and 198. again. i'm going to take the bus for maybe nxt 4 yrs too. and i have already taken it for 6 yrs since sec 1. cool. the stressful part is that i going to have to rush back after work to go for tuition. not considering time for dinner. hmm. wat esle. yup. it's until 31st july. i'm really going to work myself until school actually starts. yep. tsk tsk.

on 1 august. the camp or smth for the course i think. not looking forward to it. but. sians not much choice. on 31 jul have to go to register. 24 aug medical checkup. so like i'll have to take 1 leave and a 1/2 day. hmmmmm. and then i have to bring the timesheet down to ngee ann city on 31jul myself also. wah. so many things.

and there are these tuition fees and loans and everything that i haven't gone about doing anything yet.

HAIZ.

things for my dad, and things between my dad and mum still aren't looking bright. sians.
and bro is stil in taiwan. 10-day trip. woa.
sabbie is going overseas nxt wk too. woa.
monday is my first day of work. woa.

anyway.

at least i found a job. HA. HA.

and.

i love the song too much. and still can't find it. :(.

♥reflected @ 10:48 AM