Tuesday, November 20, 2012 ♥
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i think.. i had quite an awesome birthday celebration this year.
haha. yep. it was pretty tiring actually. and a lot of money spent too. it was held at Onsight Climbing Gym on 11/11/2012. My sister was the main organiser of the event, i just did a lot of other work.. like settling the food, buying all the gifts for our friends and wrapping them. i will always rmbr how i stayed up until 4am to wrap all those presents LOL. and then buying the cakes.. a lot of prep work.
Somehow glad that my sis still insisted on having it. Glad that my friends who came for the party were all sporty and enthusiastic. love those who replied without any bit of hesistation that they will come, when we sent out the invite, even before we stated the venue and time. will always rmbr them - what it really means by 感动.
yep. so even though it was really tiring, and a bit annoying cos the staff didn't do certain things properly.. like didn't clear out the fridge when they said they will, and squeeze our stuff in and as a result sorta destroyed our cakes... =( but... it was still great. haha. even though we didn't get to climb ourselves.. the guests were the awesomest group of pple.. =) haha
for the actual birthday.. we went out for lunch at the new mall at bouna vista, called Star Vista. I think the concept is pretty awesome, cos it's open air.. and that's really cool. cos it's really open air! no air con (only certain stores have in-store air con) - but i really like it.. just wonder if it'll be as cool on those terrifying hot summer days. our birthday was a cold, rainy day. we had lunch at paradise tea place, and ice cream at pinnochio. really ate a lot. hahah
and that makes almost a whole week of break from work =) i just slack slack slack.... haha
which is actually not what i planned to do initially, cos i really had to study. pple at my work place already emailed us a notification to inform us that our exams will be coming up. =X chams la.. haven't been studying la...
a break from work was really great. at first i was kinda worried when i went back to work yesterday, that i would be very blur and need time to get back to the work rhythm.. turns out.. i am a true workaholic. HAHA. yep. cos it wasn't too difficult i realise.
The sunday before the previous week, i tried to make carrot cake. not the chinese one, but the english cake. and.. failed. sighs. all because of my carelessness. it was the moment that reminded me why i had such a difficult time during my fyp. it was that moment i realised what made me and why i tend to make mistakes. i overlook small details. always aim to finish quickly yet hoping everything to be good. haha.
well i made pesto pasta on sunday and it was great, i think! of course, it probably won't be so without my mum's help. haha. but sorta glad that i went thr all odds to find the basil leaves.. finally found it at jcube's cold storage.
i think it's time to awaken myself.
i think i probably have been 'lazy' during yoga. and i'm sorta glad i found that out. what i mean is that, during yoga, there were times i convince myself that i'm tired and as a result is less, if not, not aware of myself during yoga - meaning I can lose myself during yoga - forget my presence and feelings, just totally empty shell and empty brain, empty concsiousness. This is the time where i should pull my consciousness back in and learn to observe carefully and with more alert. If not, yoga will become just an avenue for me to spend time and stone on my saturdays. and it probably won't benefit me more than it could.
sad that rollerblading (intermediate) has been cancelled, cos lack of pple. sighs. but i'm looking forward to my first pole lesson on monday =) i hope i'll find love for it and continue on until i'm pro at it. yeahs.
yesterday, i had this realisation. that work is taking too much of me, and i'm not going to continue like this anymore. being so drained out every single day, i have no energy to take care of myself properly at all. so much so, i'm sick every where.. problem areas every where. sighs. and i had to see various doctors and spend so much money to get all of them treated.
so yup. i need to totally change my lifestyle and live properly. and treat myself nicely.
and get ready..
to find my dream.
and then work towards it. =)
♥reflected @ 12:43 PM
