Sunday, September 30, 2012 ♥
I'm not sure since when... but I suddenly had the notion of taking up pole dancing. What attracts me to it, is the strength and fitness required - and yep the results of toning and abs. hahaa. But what deters me.. is how pole dancing has always been protrayed, and also how the attire has to be.. sighs. So I'm playing with the idea in my brain for quite a while.. pondering about it. What I know for sure, is that I love yoga. I really love yoga.. I could do yoga every day.. haha. The thing is,I still have on my schedule - to continue practise my rollerblading and also keep running. So if I do take up pole dancing - that will be another thing to add, besides working - which I haven't yet been stable at,cos I really do need to study, and never really do. hahah -big sighs! Other than having to set aside money for it.. I have to train properly.. travel.. spend energy.. and also consider about the attire issue.. I have more than 2 weeks to ponder about it.
Will be missing 2 weeks of yoga sessions again! Next week cos I will be going to the mass yoga at ECP, the following week, he's got reservist. hmmpfh.
I enjoyed yesterday's yoga session. Very much. Haha. Really. Before the session, as I was walking towards the studio, asking myself what kind of attitude am I going to bring into the class, what kind of feelings am I going to bring along with? And, I actually came to the conclusion that I should just go in and don't think so much. LOL. haha. I decided that there's no need to really ask myself what kind of attitude I'm going to have - I will just have to go in, start doing, and follow however I feel. And - it was great. I found myself just relaxing, enjoying my class and having fun. haaha.
Yesterday, we practised smth called 'Kapalabhati Breath' - a cleansing breath; 'kapalabhati' refers to 'skull'. Basically, you take quick breaths out, focusing on the breathing out, using diaphragm and nose. At the end of a series, you hold onto your breath and feel. It was great, an awesome experience. It felt really great - my brain totally felt empty - I was simply left with a shell.. and I dun even think I want to breathe.. haha it felt like bliss. The feeling was so awesome, I felt like I could just drown in it or get addicted to it. Hahaa. But it was a challenge for me when my consciousness distracted me, - urging me to hold onto this good feeling. hahaa
There were moments I was kinda distracted-- haha.. yawning at times, then some kids next door were learning english pronunciation "action", "session", etc etc. LOL. and I was kana caught 'eavesdropping' also. hahaa.
So after all that fun, I really thought that I could just yoga the entire day. hahaa. It felt really great to have found smth that I truly like, and feel passionate for. Unlike how I always feel like I'm struggling with guitar.
This week.. work was quite okay, cos I only had one session of portable. hees. phew! Had less trouble with people too. hees. BUT really need to study lar. sighs.
On wednesday watched the fierce wife again, this time with my sis. And still enjoyed it. haha =)
Coming week's work schedule took a turn - i'm back to doing some of the older stuffs I used to do.. well.. I guess it's quite alright... give my wrist and shoulders, and eyes a bit of rest =) just that it might be just as, if not, more tiring, cos will have to keep myself on feet and keep working.
Met with some friends on friday for dinner. Heard about the proposal. haha. wow. really nice. I actually do feel happy for her, that she is going to enter another stage of life with her bf.. just that. wow. more people around me are getting married.. now no longer as stunned as before, but still a bit.. how to say? 感叹 that I feel that I'm not even that great at my job yet.. while pple are already moving on to another stage of life.
nevertheless. I am quite happy with my current lifestyle - work and yoga, + running and rollerblading. hahaha..
=)
♥reflected @ 3:02 PM
