Sunday, July 01, 2012 ♥
about 3 weeks.. since the last post? so fast it's july already.
I've been in my new scope of work for about 1mth 3 wks.. things have happened.. my shifu had a fall and injured her hence will mia for quite a bit.. and as a result i have been following various seniors.. and there was a time i was just all stressed out cos i followed the 'wrong' senior and i totally felt like an unwanted piece of meat waiting to be cut up on the chopping board. there was a week i was just kinda like shadowing pple.. till one of doctors commented that i was like a soul floating and following behind pple..
sighs.. that have all passed.. and i survived through! yes! gosh.. it was really kinda tough.. but one thing i learned tt was impt.. was that always try to approach stuffs (esp new and unfamiliar, even familiar stuffs also) with an open and free mind. like what i read from a yoga book - the more you try to control the asana.. the harder it will be... why not just let go of holding onto it and just go with the flow. it'll be easier, definitely. feel and let it take you where you can..
which reminds me of how rusty i have been. we started to do some old poses... and crap! i couldn't do them. rusty =S side plank and half moon... lol.. and i was trying hard to tell myself that i can do it and sorta rejected help yesterday.. and of course the end result is collapsing hahah sighs. really do need find a bit of time daily to recap some of these asanas.. make it a point to do some asanas according to my mood kinda.
anyways i have my yoga teacher to thank.. he willingly acted as my guinea pig.. and gave me a lot of advice. taught me a lot of things also. most important skill was how to stretch myself to soothe all the pains from my work.. that was v necessary.. cos if not i would really be pasting medical plasters everywhere every day. and i am really grateful to him.. cos i do really have very few friends who will go all out for me.. who will support me..sighs.. nevertheless, i constantly remind myself that i have to be independent, and also appreciate my solidarity - the pleasures i have being alone..
watched an old movie online yesterday : "The Wedding Planner"
I really enjoyed it! haha.. i was even touched to tears at certain parts lol.. it's nice.. and sweet.
still struggling to complete my second book on hand by sophie kinsella, but lack of time sia =S need time to work.. time to study.. time for my yoga... time for running... as a result.. i haven't got chance to train for my running even =( jurong lake run is next week already; i've gotten the race packs today.. yet i haven't even run a 6km before. sighssss.. need to find some time - where?? I still have lots to study!
Tomorrow i have a pair of free tickets to watch The Amazing Spiderman with sis! =) at Bugis! cannot be late =X a lot of colleagues have been asking me if i'm not watching can give them the tickets...but oops sorry no! i also want to watch hehe
and i got a new phone!! heeheee
Xperia P!!
well i sorta got coerced? haha not coerced la.. the boy manage to persuade me successfully.. besides it really matches my requirements - price, functions and stuffs. i would have really liked to buy back Samsung.. esp cos SIII is out.. but then it's so expensive! =X still learning how to use the phone tho.. and still find that i dun really need the web 3g stuffs - cos no 1. waste battery no 2. waste money.
ALRIGHT. need to go and do work NOW. got a hill of stuffs to do =X ganbatte =)
♥reflected @ 4:24 PM
