Sunday, June 10, 2012 ♥
one week of break. gone!
gosh =( time flies like super.... sighs
and yep took one week off work for my well and much deserved break - from work, from the people, from stress hahahaa yesh. much needed; i was all angsty, filled with anger, frustration, unwillingness, displeasure - so much so that they threatened to overwhelm me and turn me into an old, annoying, whiny, vengeful woman. alright, i admit - i was already one step into the deep hole, nearing that ugly image. haha..
and chams.. tmr i'll be back at work, please bless me with grace, patience, generosity, and a big heart and calm mind to deal with all the work, all the problematic people and issues. i hope i'll be more witty, alert and observant, soak up all the information i require and able to pick up all the skills quickly so as not to disappoint my teacher and seniors.
sighs. and i have not even read finish the papers, not to mention the book. actually planned to study for the entire day today, but ended up watching a bball competition and a movie. sighs. the movie was a waste tho...
anyways over the week, i watched quite a number of movies.
Snow White and the Huntsman
Watched it with my sis and mum at Jcube. It was nice. Beautiful pictures, beautiful actors. Nice story =) I will recommend it to friends. I think it might be better than Mirror Mirror (although I have not watched that one).
Sherlock Holmes: A Game of Shadows
Unfortunately, I fell asleep watching it! O.o hahahaa.. I wanted to watch it last year when it came out, cos i quite liked the previous one. But... because I was kinda sleepy and it requires the use of much thinking.. my brain sorta refused to work harder.. haha. and so I fell asleep for quite a big portion of it. LOL. Many apologies, I must say.. esp cos even my mum appreciated it.
一泡而红
This was such a disappointment! (Even though I didn't even have high hopes when I rented it. I am so relieved that I didn't go to the theaters to watch it.) Sighs.. it was kinda slow and too much talk.. I find that I should have used the time to study instead.
Finished watching Fashion King.
GOSH. The ending was such a disappointment as well! =( horrid. what kinda crazy ending is that! Luckily I jumped through most of the episodes as well.
甄嬛传
Noticed it on miotv.. so started watching it. a bit slow though.. so i skipped here and there through the back episodes. Find the women fighting for emperor's favour, sabotaging one another..tiring to follow. Sighs.
The BIG
Oooh! And there you go! Gong Yoo's back in kdrama! =) A drama by Hong sisters, who made the Secret Garden. A refreshing story, coupled with superb acting from maestro Gong Yoo.. yeppp! It's fabulous =) Only two episodes shown currently tho.. haha. hope it holds up my high hopes! and welcome back Gong Yoo! (and your chocolate abs! hahahahaa)
跳浪
Singapore show! Unfortunately, I can only follow it on xin msn and that makes it hard to keep watching it.. And i think it's already over apparently.. sighs. Watched the first few episodes though! Found it quite good, a change of acting scope for the leading girl Jeanette Aw.
AND yesh.. I was at the library.. and found out that I could borrow 16 books.. which led me to trudging many books home! goshhh... i was kinda.. like totally in my bubble scolding myself for borrowing books when I can't even manage to finish what I am supposed to study for work.
But anyways.. I've finished one! YEAHHH hhahaa and I really enjoyed this one! "Remember Me" by Sophie Kinsella.
I have read many books by her, and I found this one amazing. It's about a girl waking up from an accident with amnesia and had all 3 years of her life a blank - only to find her life to be a total difference from what she remembers.. and having to relearn many things.. So long i haven't had a chance to read a book that I can't put down - and this is one. I borrowed another book by her as well.. but really got to put it aside for now... cos I haven't got time =( tmr it's back to work.. i really need to get packed and ready myself for work - both emotionally, physically and 'brain-ly' as well!! sighs!
Last week's yoga.. was alright.. just that there were moments.. of doubt... of unsure.. of questions that i couldn't put into words.. my mind was just in quiet mode.. kinda solemn.. sighs. Yoga yesterday.. wasn't very good either.. still trying to do the postures and not feel too much pressure. I don't know if it's the yoga teacher, or it's me.. cos I feel that there's kinda like a missing piece of thread or you know.. such that I find some difficulty in communicating with him.. I do understand that yoga is kinda a solo thing.. but sometimes.. I find it so hard to work it out on my own.. I do understand that there is no need to rush things or push myself.. but sometimes.. I feel sians that I am quite slow at things.. and I have difficulty in sensing about myself. So in a way, I always tend to feel that the yoga teacher has to play a part in guiding me.. yet.. I feel that he's not doing that.. either that or I'm just not feeling it. sighs. I guess I have a long way to go..
Meanwhile I should just try to build up faith. Have faith. One day. I will be able to do this.
Just keep going at it i guess.
Alrights.. i'll have to end this post... Back to work tmr! GANBATTE!!! YOU CAN DO IT! OMMMMM.... I am centred... Namaste.. We are all one =)
and sighs...
i kinda want to watch "Soap the Show" next Saturday... but my sis prefers me to skip yoga and go for the familiarization run for the Jurong Lake run that we will be going instead. sighs...
VS.
♥reflected @ 11:31 PM
