Sunday, February 26, 2012 ♥
these days when i wake up.. it's all soreness and tiredness i feel.. i worry when i start my training, do i have to go for physio/massage/etc.. haha
now i'm attending both intermediate and elementary classes for yoga.. so tt's 2.5 hrs of yoga back to back. not really sure why i took the elementary class again.. actually i would have really preferred to take pilates together with one lesson of yoga, cos pilates sorta helped me recover from my stretches and pains from yoga.. but then really the woman.. dun feel like continuing with her teaching.. but i guess a part of me does hope that i'll become really good at yoga, in both the physical and mind thing... i wonder tho, if the instructor will hate me, cos i keep asking qns. haha. oh wells..
but then i don't think that'll be good enough to help me with losing weight.. probably going to join back pilates elsewhere when the new season comes up. currently, probably just going to do a bit of running when i can make it.
i do really think i need to start studying more, but then it's kinda hard, can't get in my brain.. like after reading.. i dun seem to have absorbed a bit.. and then i'ven't been doing it for a week.. so sighs. i do wish i can actually attend a school for it first tho.. self studying it's really kinda tough.. when training starts, i hope i have enough courage to withstand all the difficulties that come along with it - the people, mostly, other than the technical stuffs.
one thing i realise over the week, was that i really have nobody to blame for the things that i can't do. cos it's me. i can only blame me. well maybe unfortunately, the things that i 'want' to do, ain't really what i 'want' to do. i guess another thing of me, is that there isn't really smth i really want to do. or rather maybe cos i'm a simpleton, there's nothing really that matters tt much for me such that i'll go all in to do it properly.. and finally i'll say it's just fate and stuffs - which just proves me to be even more weak.
anyways, watched 3 movies this week.
one is insidious, the poster looks scary, i shan't put it here. it was quite scary i think, although my mum nearly dozed off and she thought it was kind boring.
second is 鸿门宴, which i think is pretty good.. just that the wow factor wasn't lasting tho.. the casting was good, the storyline was interesting.. overall probably a 4/5 cos there's just smth tt's lacking..
third is jane eyre. this one.. i absolutely enjoyed it, though i think my mum will probably sleep thr it too. i like mr. rochester. haha and the cast interview was right, his eyes do the job for him mans, so much energy from the eyes, probably can just look through you. haha. yep i really liked the aspect that they stayed closely to the book, and that they added in the mystery feel into it. the only thing i probably can complain about, is that i would have wanted jane eyre prettier. hahaa. i loved the book, actually. i got it when i was primary 6, and then i thought that the book was really thick; how can i actually finish it? and in sec 1, i actually finished reading it during one of the hols i think. and then a few years later, i think i re-read it again.
anyways, i shall end the post here... haven't been doing anything really, just slacking..
hope things stop breaking down at my workplace.. oh, which reminds me - i fell down this week, on wednesday. dunno i kana pushed or what; perhaps i was too sleepy i didn't know where i was heading. i alighted the bus when i was going to work, at jurong east station, and i fell.. didn't think it was going to be serious, but at the moment, when i saw the pebbled floor, i thought - nope, not going to a small abrasion.. and yep, the next thing i knew when i stood up my knee was all bloody. and then everybody was just walking off to rush to work. sighs.. so i whipped out tissue, dipped into my water bottle and was trying to clean the wound on the spot. left the bloodied tissue on the ground, and reach for more tissue - the nxt thing i knew, this b**** came over and said 'excuse me, please throw your rubbish away'. and. the thing is, she's a passerby and she didn't even bother asking 'are you okay'. i was omgosh so super angry i felt like pulling her hair out, like totally. what an idiot. i was so angry all the way to work. sighs. ME leh - come on - me? LITTER? crazy ah.. i'm like probably one of those good girls who will drop plastic bottles in recycling bins and stuffs? omgosh. >:( super angry.
well i guess, it's hard to find gentlemen/ladies nowadays..
which probably also hints to me that i shan't be too kaypo as well?? =T
♥reflected @ 3:11 PM
