Friday, January 27, 2012 ♥
Happy Chinese New Year!!!
gosh, it's 2012 already!
Christmas, new year's day and Chinese new year came very fast, within such short period of time..
some updates-
i've finished probation at my workplace, so i'm officially an employee there.
work is getting on quite ok, but starting coming month, i'm supposed to learn a diff skill, a little stressed.. and a little worried.. cos many pple have told me that it would be tough, very tough. So yep, sighs.
slowly learning how to deal with the people at work, understanding the different personalities of each person, and learning how to communicate with them. there were times when i felt a bit depressed or envious of how some people can have qualities that i don't have.. how some people can be so friendly to everybody, from seniors to superiors, from friends to strangers. i keep reminding myself that every person is different, and accept who i am, but there are people asking to me to change, telling me that i can do that too. but then i just can't..cos it's me.. yup i can work on it, but then.. it's really too hard..
anyways i should be studying mans.. cos having a test on coming thursday, hope to do well for it... but i have been distracted. haha. sighs. being a tv addict is really bad..
recently just finished watching Brain. It's good, but could have been better i guess. the biggest reason is, i guess the same reason as Beethoven Virus - the main actor took all the show. It was Kim Myun Min in Beethoven Virus, and this time, Shin Ha Kyun in Brain. The acting was good though. The ending wasn't good..sighs.. But still I remember I still followed after it v much.. the cases were interesting, the story of Dr Lee Kang Hyun was good.. and touching.
then somehow i kept telling myself that for my job, for my health, for my own good, i shall not start on another drama, i shall not get addicted to another drama. but then somehow accidentally i started watching 步步惊心... it is not bad la.. altho the focus is v much on the girl and the romance part.. the show is also about the conflict among the brothers.. but it's good that i somehow breezed through most of it.. even up to the last episode.. cos i really got to focus on studying..
anyways other than work, i took up yoga and pilates also.. i must say though, that the yoga trainer is better than the pilates one though.. yoga has come to an end already.. still deciding if i want to continue as a beginner or progress to intermediate. I will definitely continue though, cos i realise i really need the exercise. only still thinking..
many things happened at the end of last year and through january.. i hope everything will become better as time pass by, and i will find a better standing myself as well..
so.. it's really impt for me i guess.. to focus on one step by one step..
one thing i know is that.. i tend to be in my own bubble.. many times.. i think in my environment.. i keep retreating in my own bubble.. it feels.. safer..it's not tt i dun want to come out i guess, it's probably more like i feel like i need to work on many things myself..
anyways.
yup i should really go study now.
♥reflected @ 12:23 AM
