Tuesday, January 11, 2011 ♥
2011's here already.
countdown was spent at home, over tv and mixed drinks, dozing off and waking up, watching countdown then the golden disk awards, fell asleep halfway thr, woke up suddenly at 2am on 1-1-11 to watch super junior dance and sing. lol..
1-1-11 was also spent wrapping a present, meeting some frens for steamboat at crystal jade at holland v and watching a late night movie called "Hello stranger", which was not bad, although we had to sit at the immediate front row which was really uncomfortable since we had to read the subtitles.
but the story was interesting, and quite funny cos they really played with the idea of korean drama, idols, places and food. but then it can be quite forgettable, yet sis was really very touched when she watched the movie.
honestly, i didn't really have a good sem break, cos here and there i just slack, watching shows, but then spent most of my time at the lab.
new year clothes were settled in like..less than 30 mins, just bought 4 tops in one shop in that less than 30mins at jp.
lab was.. the same.. horrid.
entire month, i didn't achieve much. pretty much waste time, trying to figure things out, cos pple weren't really helping me. sighs. didn't even do anything useful to give results. but then that made me become really frustrated and worried, as a result, i got all stressed up and esp cos i pretty much live in a result-orientated world all the time, i tried to do my things quickly which caused more problems instead.
like yesterday. at the moment i just.. broke down.. i kept telling myself i can't, but then.. i was really sad. i really want things to turn out well.
but then.
thank you sis, for still trying to talk to me and persuade me to hang on and do the things better, change my attitude etc... they actually will work; i will keep trying.
school just started today. amazingly i didn't fall asleep in the first lecture of the sem. haha. i hope i can maintain my energy all the time.. which means, i shld actually be asleep now?! but oh wells. this sem's timetable's really shitty. it is really quite packed - that's another reason why i was/am all stressed up. i really hope i can achieve.
met up with joei tania and bryan for lunch today =) went to megabites, and that guy was still there. lol. i think he got a raise and now is the manager there. good for him. i even got a job offer! lol...
speaking about jobs, i'm still jobless, be it tuition or future job.. tuition.. i'm still hovering on the idea, cos expenses are really high, but i do need as much time as i can get.. which reminds me..
today was o level results release! i had no idea, until my students msged me. i'm glad some of them made improvements, disappointed that some didn't reach my expectations, but overall i still wish them all the best for the next part of their life journey.
tomorrow i have to wake up early to be on time for lab then rush back to school for lesson, then rush back to lab to continue my expt. sighsss... i just hope everything will go on smoothly now.. no more hiccups, no more problems...
i will.. be more focused on my studies and my lab.
i will reduce the time i slack, watching dramas online to almost 0...
i will try to do my truly best.
i really hope it will be a good year ahead.
♥reflected @ 1:31 AM
