Monday, September 20, 2010 ♥
honestly, i know i've been off-focus, procrastinating and slacking, doing things that i prefer, rather than doing what i should do.
this week is recess week, other than the usual times i plan to go to lab, i assume i really do need to plan and use my time wisely to study. i've really got lots of stuffs to study. i'll be having a mid-term test for econs nxt week, and there are still many things which i do not understand at all.. which kinda sucks. i dun see how come it can be so chim.. i dun understand the mathematics... which wasn't gone thr much in the lecture, which is thus why i feel very much disappointed by the lecturer who came into the first lecture with confidence and pride... sighs.
many things happened in lab.. bads and then goods.. and bads.. sighs.
school is just a lot of stuffs to pack into my brain, which is really hard, cos those stuffs are so difficult and hard to absorb..
work..sighs. i'll be out of work 2 weeks later. good and bad.. good - i have more time, bad - i have no cash inflow.. and it is decided already that i won't be working there for the nxt yr.. and who knows about the yr after nxt? in other words, i may have just probably going to be retrenched? sighs.. after 3 yrs working there.. there are memories, and students i worry about.
i have been distracted with a drama - "Dong Yi"; i only watched some back episodes though.. i can't possibly watch the entire thing la.. the latest episode is 52 and it is still running. it is actually quite good.. produced by the same people form dae jang geum (jewel in the palace) and iljimae.
righto.. that's all for this post! i should really be more focus and persistent in my studies!
♥reflected @ 2:29 AM
