Monday, July 26, 2010 ♥
i was going to doze off actually.. but i really wanted to blog first before i give up to sleep, and so here i am, typing my post while struggling to keep my eyes open.
anyways... today
i wasted 10 bucks on a machine in the arcade, those kinda 抓抓乐. i know it was stupid and damn wasteful.. but i still tried it. the actual reason for it was more than just wanting the soft toy inside, but cos i really wanted to try it. cos i haven't tried it before and didn't want to wait until i was really old. but then, indeed, 10 is a bit too much.
ok i'm really really tired cos i keep dozing off.
....and i just woke up..
so i'm slightly more awake after that few minutes of nap..
anyway work this week was quite horrid. first, i found out that i have to continue and repeat and restart the microscope thinggy. second, i realise that i have given too much of my heart to my students. third, i actually watched the kdrama.
which means,
i was totally drained, both emotionally and physically, perhaps, like how the boy who helped me wash my hair at the hairdresser's said. yes, i went back to get my hair trimmed - and that was yesterday after my lessons, when i was totally in my stressed up and really tight mode; plus i felt extra apologetic and nervous having to go back to get my hair trimmed by another hairdresser with the previous one just standing nearby.
oh wells...
life can be just so.. tiring sometimes.
along the week i've thought of learning piano.. but then i've been trying to learn very basic stuffs like how to read music etc.. on my own.. i hope i won't give up halfway.. my sis says i'm being too ambitious...?
anyway, here's a poem that i wrote.. during haha..one of the meetings i had, in order to keep myself awake. i tried to add in some of the stuffs i've taught the kids.
Life is hard and full of challenges
Of ups and downs limitless
For once you might think it's endless
Lift up your spirits and be courageous
Life is difficult when alone
Weariness and loneliness sets the tone
For once you might want to pick up the phone
Call anytime I'll give strength to your bones
Life is complete if you persist
Overcome the difficulties to clear the mist
For once you might clench your fist
Grit your teeth and you will see...
Life may be beautiful
Life may be wonderful
Be brave and strong
And face it - warts and all.
time to sleep! =)
♥reflected @ 1:01 AM
