Wednesday, May 12, 2010 ♥
hmm.
yikes!!!!!!
yr 3 sem 2 is over. OMG. WTH. When did that happen? goodness. damn. it just FLEW. time just zoomed past, yet again.
haiz.
i rmbr my fren was still asking me in march if we would want to attend the life science graduation dinner, and now it's already over last sunday.
i rmbr going through that sem feeling stressed many times, feeling upset and worried and frustrated and vexed and all.. and now the sem's over.. only to wait for the results to be announced.. which is also not too far away.. which is very.. scary.
i realise my language really sucks sometimes.
i really need to learn this more = 出污泥而不染 i get influenced damn easily, in terms of speech and music.
i need to read more books. i shall visit the library some day and borrow more books. But then this makes me unhealthy, cos its bad for my eyes and i'll lack exercise and stuffs etc. But then i should really improve my language since i'm teaching english tuition.
talking about that.. my work gets me really frustrated sometimes. because of myself, cos of the students, cos of my boss.. i've considered quitting before, but then it really doesn't help when pple come to my ear and tell me that hey you do need this job and $, yet at the same time can tell me go go quit quit!
i can't help but have these feelings of unhappiness and dislike and frustration and burdened when i want to blame them for everything we're all in today.
i dun want to feel them as a baggage to me, but they are.. and unfortunately, they were the ones who made me think that i was a baggage to them first.
i feel sad if i do have any characterisics, be it physically or personality wise, from them.
i really dun want to always feel irritated and yet guilty that i'm feeling so.. which kinda just really purely sux like hell.
let me stop at this unhappy stuffs and go to more cheerful news!
1st- life science dnd, in my opinion, was great!
2nd- i managed to put new music widget into my blog!
3rd- i am going to go sleep soon cos i'm really tired... and starting to doze already!
♥reflected @ 2:09 AM
