reflections

Sunday, April 04, 2010 ♥

narrative essay down. global change presentation down. neuro sdl essay down.

more to come.

renal test. global change report. narrative proj. nanoworld proj. nxt wk. (or rather.. tmr's wk)

（2007年新传媒电视连戏剧"黄金路"主题曲-路）
　作曲：乐子作词：乐声编曲：乐子
　（歌词转自音魁网 www.inkui.com）
　我们都该回头看看来时路
就算起风偶尔有雾模糊不了幸福
我们都该在心里数数感动的次数
谁陪你疯谁陪你笑拍拍肩一起追逐
多少爱错过了才看清楚
多少次以为找到了幸福
却发现一开始就是个错误
每一段路都是一段领悟
珍珠再夺目留不住心头热呼呼
真心的鼓舞能温暖一生的旅途
每一段路难免荆棘密布
把坚持牢牢握住不怕艰难险阻
学会去爱就不会迷路

i was looking back at some old posts. both last week and earlier on...

last week, i was looking at 2007's and they brought me to tears when i read them..

today, i was looking at some 2005/6's and there were some 感慨 and some happiness and surprise.

the reason tt made me look them today was bcos someone reminded me of smth that i did v long ago tt i might not rmbr until it was spoken of.. i was honoured to be remembered by someone, cos in this realistic society, many tend to forget others..

there was a post regarding a poem titled 'purpose of living'that i wrote back in sec 2, which i argued and changed my mind then that it wasn't 'love' but 'responsibility'... and i still haven't changed my mind back.

there were hysterical and stressed out ones.. there were confused ones.. there were sad and helpless ones.. there were grateful ones.. there were happy ones...

mostly complaining abt stuffs.. but i dun regret having this blog.. cos it does record the changes that occured.

i had journals.. but i can no longer find time to sit down and write non-stop..

i heard the song above then.. tt sorta made me realise that sometimes you really got to look back, reflect, realise and learn, even tho the path behind or the path ahead was or is filled with obstacles.

then i thought of this.. a few days ago..when i was trying to play my guitar...

can't find the video.. so here's the link to it instead:
http://www.mysoju.com/beethoven-virus/episode-4/part-1/
from 9.03mins onwards..

(Taken from Recapped Series, Beethoven Virus, from dramabeans.com)

Kang mae, the conductor tells the members of the orchestra on the roof of the building, after criticising everyone's reasons for their sub-standards of playing:

"You are all too kind, no, not kind, you have been stupid and slow. For your parents, your children, you have sacrificed yourselves! Well, now is the time to become selfish again."

it got me really motivated once..

but then i went back to facing the reality that it isn't really as easy as said. tt's why i thought the ending of the show is tt way. and i agreed it should be tt way.

still, i will always rmbr how it got me moving once.

hmms..

thats all for now ba. took me quite a lot of time to find those stuffs already.

need to go sleep le.

♥reflected @ 2:42 AM