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Sunday, September 20, 2009 ♥


i realised i haven't blogged for almost a month already.

school's been kinda busy..

its now the recess week already, but it looks like a real busy week ahead still, cardio assignment, driving, driving test, shirts to paint, tutorials to catch up on, 2 webcast to watch, lect notes to print, and exams to study for.

this week was really a max-out, suck-out my energy- week. there was pharmaco lab on monday, and we NEARLY had to redo the experiment when we were half-way thru cos the prof said that the response that we're getting from the guinea pig's ileum is really really weak, about 9 times smaller than others. Luckily we still pushed on with the weak ileum, and the results were still alright, not like it really mattered cos the lab isn't counted, but we still like having nice results. and after the lab we were still kinda stressed out doing the 2 protein tuts and cardio tut which were all meant for wednesday.

tuesday, missed the physics and cardio lects, only went for the nation building lect. other than that we were busy studying for the nation building and pharmaco.

wednesday. slept at ~2am, woke up at 5am, left home took cab to school, study/eat breakfast, attend protein lect/tut 8-10am. Pharmaco ca1 10am. Cardio tutorial 1pm, lab 4pm, nation building ca1 7pm (it actually only started at 7.30. All in all that day was totally maxed out. Survived on 1 cup of kopi-C, and 2 cans of red bull.

thursday. slept till late, woke up and sat down to study for physics. couldn't concentrate much, slacked and even watched zorro on tv. then suddenly realized no time and continued studying v hard. woke up late cos i couldn't hear anything (as in the alarm etc).

friday- physics ca 8.30am after that went to yih played one round of pool and sleep.

(actually there was a pause here cos i fell asleep at the comp again.)

yup.. after that cardio meeting, sushi, send my sis to bball and then me to je library. took the bus and stupidly gave up my seat for someone whom i thought needed the seat but she actually didn't want to sit. packed food home... stayed up really late to work on a design..

today i barely could open my eyes to go to work. and i got kinda really upset when some thing happened which i thought was damn insulting to me..
after work traveled to imm. did grocery shopping and then stood outside ts watching a full ep of fu qi you an kang, waiting for my sis to appear. dinner was quite nice, at bao luo wan xiang. there was this mango prawn fry thing, which was creative, and nice. and spotted an old friend walking thr the crowd. which was surprising.

For the past few weeks other than busy-ing with schl and lab. went for rollerblading once.. and sis's now in bball recre club.

i'm actually feeling kinda...sad abt it. cos originally i thought now i'll ve more time to draw more shirts (esp. cos even tuition is ending cos sec schls have their exams earlier now.) but now.. after i heard fr mum abt this shop by some rj pple selling print shirts for 12 bucks.. its quite a ... discouraging thing to know. and things aren't really moving. and i'm still kinda lost...

so other than all that, we've just pretty much spent most of the time in schl. went to events that took place in schl (in the earlier of weeks); timbrefest, then jamfest. eating diff food around and meet up a sis's fren.. etc.

they're all said in photos on facebk anyways...

lastly

i think i lack motivation.

where do i get some???

♥reflected @ 12:34 AM


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