Thursday, August 06, 2009 ♥
something's strange with blogger. i thought it was something to do with the browser i'm using, but then, it still looks the same if i used ie instead of mozilla. the something strange is referring to the bar with the insert pictures etc. hmm..
school is starting.
and i'm not looking forward to it. kinda dreading it. but then.. haiz.
time is flying. and its scary. =(
been going out a bit. cos driving lessons have to be dragged till august and september.. went out to meet pple mostly for food. went to k once. it was quite fun. went out to window shop and bought one nice top..
i'd let the picts do the talking.. but then.. i'm kinda lazy cos the pict function is missing, that means i must type html which is kinda troublesome cos the pict size might bcome a problem too.. which makes me feel like not blogging anymore..
i cut my hair. on tuesday. said bye-bye to the huge amount of hair cut off.. and i have shorter and straighter hair now.. i look different.
i brushed the kitchen floor today with mr. muscle and a toothbrush and now it's sparkling clean =). but i know that mum's not really satisfied cos other parts of the house aren't v clean... but i did mop the floors too..
i hope i have more confidence in myself, but i can't help it when i keep having doubts. partly bcos i really feel that i'm not capable enough, and also bcos i'm dun have money to waste.
i hope that i really know what i am supposed to do, so that i can stop thinking about all the other things that i wanted to do/ could have done, and perservere and work hard from where i am now.. so that i can stop being a slacker or lack motivation bcos i keep thinking of all those things.
i wish that there's someone to guide me. to assure me.
or maybe wat i really need is to believe in myself.. which i dunno if i can.. cos i find it hard to believe in anything or anyone anymore...
my mum tells me that if its ur fate, it'll come to you naturally.
i believe that too. but sometimes.. its kinda hard.
its hard to stand alone, but i keep feeling tt is hard for pple to understand me or stand me cos i keep digging into stuffs which i noe i shldn't...
i guess i'm feeling emo again.. maybe cos i've been listening to many emo songs..
something's either wrong with facebook.. or my browser.. or my internet connection..
i hope everything goes well.
♥reflected @ 11:18 PM
