Saturday, August 23, 2008 ♥
haiz.
abt 2 weeks haven't blogged. reason.
schl.
has just started and it's already crazy.
a lot of things happened,
quite a many unhappy things happened. especially this week.
which made me really sad.
but. i'm quite strange i guess. when i'm sad,
i want to be left alone, yet i will sorta hope for someone to come cuddle kinda.
i'd be upset if pple are upset by me just bos i'm upset.
so contradictory.
but like i mentioned to sabbie. i'd be like in transition mode. feel sad, pretend nothing, feel more sadder then break down, then back to life.
some pple say i'm independent. some say dependent.
my reply would be independent on who? dependent on who? it also depends on whether tt person can be depended on right. independent = strong = nobody really cares abt her =loner? dependent = weak = somebody/bodies care abt her all the time = happy life.
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i keep falling asleep in front of the comp just as i'm typing etc. it's just so tiring. managing uni, work and life. and so hectic.
like. i just woke up. abt 10 mins ago i was still typing.
there's hell lot of things to do actually. from labs to reports to tutorials etc.
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anyways.
the previous, as in the first wk as quite ok. we went to other pple's hostel to look, eat together etc..
actually wanted to post pictures.
but i'm really too tired to do a good blog post.
cos i just fell asleep again. i only realised when sis suddenly asked me a qn.
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life is really unpredictable. like
i was still watching coffee prince again..
haiz.
still got damn lot of things to do. i guess its hard to get a gd night's sleep too.
♥reflected @ 11:42 PM
