reflections

Saturday, July 19, 2008 ♥

hmm.

about a wk didn't blog.

actually i can't even remember what i was doing for last wk? but i do know that i didn't do much.
haha. haiz

oh ya. did a bit more baking. baked a marble cake last wk. while sis made oats glutinous rice balls with tapioca in them, as in 汤圆.

last friday, met with jiahui at our workplace in school. haha. haven't been there for more than one year already. we ate the food there, walked around a bit, bought some stationary, talked, took some photos then left to market to walk more while she left for dental appointment. she's leaving for shanghai for internship or some sorts, or she has already flown off? dunno. oh ya, and i also bought a korean drama vcd set. regretted quite much after that, and even quarelled with my mum a bit after that bcos of other things. tt day ended quite unhappily... but now.. i dun regret much anymore. cos truthfully, it's the better choice, when considering who will watch it.

saturday was the 4/3 class outing which i didn't go.. cos after work was quite sianz and it was a bit too late to travel to so far away. but i think the evening ended with me and sis playing bball with some boys, who are a lot younger than us.

sunday went with mum and sis to bugis. and i fell down which was quite stupid. luckily no injuries only blueblack. did a bit of shopping and brought my mum to yoshinoya for dinner.

monday went out with leexian. originally, we were thinking of going to east coast to cycle.. and dunno how come in the end we decided to go sentosa instead. at first. i was quite dejected. cos firstly it rained. and i gave up the idea of bringing my guitar. secondly, mo was having some trouble with film camp, and was busy so couldn't join in. luckily it stopped raining, but i was still feeling awful cos i didn't bring my guitar, and i was super afraid that the sentosa will turn out boring from my past experiences.. then we met leexian at vivo had a good lunch and took the express to sentosa. and guess wat. my new bought slippers broke. which was uber disappointing. cos i had the exact same one before this black one, which was pink and it lasted me for almost a year. so i walked ard barefooted, we bought me slippers, an uber big frisbee and water.

and we did quite a bit of things. played a bit of frisbee, took photos, play with sand.. played with ball discover islands on palawan, then travel to siloso..which poured a bit of cold water on our high spirits bcos we alighted at the wrong stop and then walked back and bought uber expensive ice cream that made me and sis feel super cheated. and walked more. to the nxt stop then decided to wait for the tram. sang a bit to try to cheer up a bit and the tram came and it was kinda fun cos the driver allowed us to cramble up to behind the driver seat on the wheels, cos there was no seats left.

at siloso, took more pictures, played bball, and some kids turned up which spoilt the game cos they turned against themselves in their own team which was really childish and kinda ridiculous.. but they're kids after all. played volleyball. NOPE. TRIED to play. haha. with some strangers, and it was kinda embarassing. But. I was really glad to have the chance to try something i haven't really tried before. but leexian had to leave first...and me and sis didn't go with her. so bad right. haha. so me and sis stayed longer.. while i built my sandy snowman and we soaked in the sea water then it drizzled which stopped after we finished changing and stuffs. went back to vivo.. walked around..then went home.

we actually didn't take much photos of the scenery. cos i told my sis- if you want scenery pictures.. you just have to google sentosa and you'll get a lot of nice ones.. so no point..haha.

tuesday and wednesday was more slacking.. tuesday was mo's bdae.. but i didn't get a chance to celebrate for her, and she was still working hard for the film camp..

thursday went out to eat botak jones again. it's the third time, cos tues went to eat with bro, mum and sis. this time ate with terence who owed me a treat long long time ago which i already forgot. so i treated him drinks back. being the third time eating, i knew very well how much i should eat.. cos ya. i'm trying to lose weight. cos i kept eating a lot. =( anyways, yup. we went walking ard clementi. spent some time in the big bookshop, talked a bit about books then i needed to buy vege and a packet of jap rice cos my mum liked it tt time we ate at yoshinoya. walked more talked. then waited for the damn hard to take bus 99. tt day's record was 45mins. and guess who we met on the bus. cheryl. haha. she' v pretty.

yesterday slacked again. actually intended to go gyming or swimming. and in the ended. nothing came out.. oh ya. and i watched the korean movie, daisy, shown on tv at night. it was a repeat, but the previous time i didn't get to watch. it was good. damn touching. yesterday was like double the touching. bcos the channel u show was also touching. it was like wow. finally. such good stuff. wow.

the theme song of the channel u show, perfect cut, is also v nice.

today... work was quite dejecting.. cos i was kinda disappointed at my students. after work was also dejecting. cos i cancelled the og outing. then i was thinking of going scape youth park.. but it was raining and mum cooked dinner.. so didn't go any where in the end. haiz.

talking about og outing. i was highly. very. disappointed. and unpleasantly surprised by some pple. till. i refused to go and think abt it. but now i'm fine already. life's just like tt.

i was talking to terence abt the chicken soup books. cos i was talking abt the lots of chinese books we were 'forced' to buy and read, which included the chinese versions that i thought were more interesting.

i was also saying that sometimes so many things are said of so many times. until they sorta become cliched. wat's tt word? desensitised. yup. haha. knew tt word while teaching last yr. haha. yup. you just keep facing so many things that you become indifferent. and probably trapped in your own world. and probably selfish. probably constantly wallowing in self pity. i once said tt tt's how life is, and tt, tt's how everybody is. but. haiz.

hmm. tmr will be going to imm.

♥reflected @ 10:52 PM