reflections

Saturday, April 12, 2008 ♥

today i bought jay chou's world tour 2007 VCD!

and i was and still am very sad.

disappointed and sad. at my own stupidity......

i should have bought the dvd version instead. really. haiz.
luckily i wasn't very very onto wanting to buy it. but then it was not only disappointing cos the quality wasn't gd, it was quite disappointing bcos jay chou's singing in it wasn't his standard, cos i think he was sick then, didn't have much energy.

anyway. ya. it interested me to go hoping ard the net, got to the jay2u site, and saw the 青花瓷 mv, was suprised to see 陈楚河in it, so went youtubing, and saw the entire mv. then i went on to watch other mvs of other songs. i realised, really. even though i dun really listen to jay's songs nowadays, sometimes when my mp3 is on shuffle, and its his song playing, i sometimes even skip it... i still realise that they are still good to listen to. even though many of his songs sound somewhat alike, but he has made changes, and create new things. even though he has went off to discover acting and directing, it just made him more diao. and made me admire him more for his determination to fulfill his dreams, an his capabilities. and so yup.
back to what i was originally saying, i realised his old songs still sound so splendid. sometimes 喜新厌旧 is just so bad. cos you forget how the old are still damn good. and when everybody still wants new stuffs, its really worthwhile to look back and reminise the past. the sad thing is that things are just like that.

i remember the times when i liked s club 7 (haha), i remember the times when i DISLIKED jay chou. haha. i remember in sec 1 and 2 when everyone around me seemed to like him, and i thought his songs were very noisy and just rambling. until when sec 2 ai pheng ching li chun fong sorta forced me to listen (cos they were looking at the mv at ai pheng's house and i was there) and they thought that the only song i would like is 安静, and really then, i really liked it. and then after that, i slowly liked his other songs too. from fantasy范特西 to 8 dimensions八度空间 to ye hui mei叶惠美, to common jasmine orange七里香. to november's chopin十一月的萧邦, still fantasy依然范特西 and on the run 我很忙. (i realise i nvr had his very first album, jay....)
the sad thing is that, i have all of them (except the last 2) in cds, and my cd player is already spoilt, and my mp3 being small capacity, puts only the current songs that i listen to (which is mostly korean songs now). but just now when i was looking at the old mvs, i realised i really miss them. not only that i miss the old times. and i really do feel like crying as a result.. haiz. and also i they once again remind me how old i am now.. so scary..

好想回到过去...

岁月在墙上脱落看见小时候...

the very first 中国风...(that i heard i.e not fr album jay)双截棍

and the song i think its the most famous and propelled him to fame..爸！我回来了。

and i realised some things nvr change much. i'm almost still the same as years ago.. just that i've been through quite many times, matured more, but still a lot of things carried the same way.. some things still 照样开不了口...

and i discovered i still find 安静 the best..

(this is actually, the FIRST time. the first time watching all these mvs. i've never watched them b4.)

i wish... i have.. a dvd of ALLLL the MVs. of ALL the songs.. from then till now... I wish.....

=(
haha. haiz.

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anyway. yup. this week.
was quite...busy. and messy.

on monday sis and i stayed in school till really late near 12am to try and complete our draft for gem. and we were so worried that we couldn't catch a bus. just as we were going to walk out onto the long path to the bus stop, i turned back to see a taxi coming from afar. i was like OMG- taxi! i ran and ran back as fast as i could..

but the taxi didn't stop. and i was so sad. i nearly cried. so disappointedly, i was going to turn and walk away, then sis spotted another, but this one had some other passenger in it already. so we both felt super dejected. luckily, another one came coming.. sis managed to spot it before we left. we were so relieved. so relieved. cos it was so late already. and i did tear abit. and the taxi driver went very fast- i guess he knew i was v upset. haha. haiz.

thursday we decided to not go for any lecture and went to je library to study biochem test which was yesterday. haiz...

i guess. i shall stop here. this post is long enough.. i think i'm not going to post anymore until may? maybe. bcos finals coming. haiz.

theres going to work later....zzzZ haiz.

♥reflected @ 12:07 AM