reflections

Tuesday, February 26, 2008 ♥

its... 'more about him' this week. haha

last night i watched a movie that has him in it. he has been in 2 movies already, but i couldn't watch the other one, cos it's a horror movie. so i chose to watch this one, which is a comedy/romantic/action packed movie. really. it's quite fun to watch. very fun actually. haha. even though there will be people who are so particular and critical, thinking that it is just like 'any other korean movie' or it is childish etc, i think its good. its v fun to watch.

'The Perfect Couple'. (I don't really like the movie title, cos it makes it seem really the romance kinda of movie, but it really isn't much so. its really much more fun and exciting than how the movie title seems to imply. but i guess its called 'the perfect couple' bcos it seemed to fit in the storyline.. (even tho again, i dun very much agree..) but oh wells, everyone thinks differently. (oh ya i just found out its also called 'The Strongest Romance')

anyways. there's the trailer. and this the mv. he sang the song. woa. but hmm. he sang creep in another vid too. but decided not to post tt one, cos its not very good to me. haha.

another one is this mv. of some song. in which he acted. the ending is super uber duper sad. i was like OMG. OMG. geeez. wth. how can they do tt. but oh wells. its really a good one.

and here's him in the movie. LEE DONG WOOK. 帅帅帅帅帅

oh ya. he used to be a model. oh wow. geez. haha. sounds like so many other actors too. but oh wells.

oh ya. like i told lixian, there are some guys, who u may not seem to think to look good at first, will look very good, after you keep looking and watching and listening to him. like lee dong wook. whom i originally didn't think he look v special or anything.
but.
there are some guys, who u may not seem to think to look good at first, still doesn't look good, no matter how long how much you keep looking and watching and listening to him. like....

HAHAHA. oops. but oh wells.

there are some actors whom i dun have one or two picts of them in my folder, bcos the feeling died out quite fast when i dun go ard poking on the web. yup. so.
lee dong wook has made me and frens (mostly me) looking ard for eye-candies. but really sadly and disappointingly, theres almost none.

i guess these thoughts apply to guys too. like they must be wondering also, where have all the pretty girls and chio bus go. HAHAHA.

oh mans. geez. i'm turning a little nuts. haha. wells. soon, and i guess quite very soon, all these will die out too. when workload increases, stress increases, when i have no time and no more energy to waste on nonsense stuffs like this.

in other news..
i'm so into korean now. i love this korean band. LOVEHOLIC.

they're really good. the female lead singer's really good. amazing. oh ya. and i love the guitar she's holding in tt mv. wow.
i wish i knew korean.
the next thing i'll be getting into is korean fashion. but luckily i'm not those kinda pple who gets hooked in fashion. i'm still stuck to my usual dressing, unfortunately and sadly.

haiz.

yup. this week is supposed to be the mid-term break aka reading week aka the week before mid-term tests aka the supposed to be super super stressed week and supposed to be the super super hardworking week.

in other words. i have not had a good start at all.

geez.

haiz.

sometimes. i really dunno wat to do. feeling so trapped. going nowhere and no matter what i try to do or say just seems to offend her. and why can't see what i'm trying to get? why can't she be more self-disciplined on her own, then i dun have to nag and nag and scold and scold, feeling so stressed up becos i can't move on and also i have to worry if she's lagging too much behind. it sucks la.

and it sucks even more when becos of anything i say, she'll just keep digging downwards and harp on that sole idea, doesn't improve and just keep thinking 'oh so i'm bad i'm lousy'. i mean wth. if u think so, then do smth abt it right. RARH.

DUN KEEP HAVING TO REGRET ONLY UNTIL THE LAST MINUTE. STOP BLAMING IT ON OTHER THINGS. STOP USING ALL THOSE STUFFS AS EXCUSES.

it damn sux when i super want to give up but i can't and i shouldn't and i wouldn't. which totally stresses me up. but can't do anything about it.

SO WTH. I'M SORRY I'M NOT TT KIND WHO USE SENTIMENTAL WORDS, WHO USE SWEET WORDS AND STUFFS LIKE TT.

ya.

really.

sorry. i wish i was more lovely kinda, more huggy, more mummy kinda to help you, but sorry i just seem to be unable to do so. i just seem to be doing things and doing things. you know? i really can't help it. i'm sorry i'm not as encouraging as you hope i would be, i'm sorry i do more of scolding instead. but please, would you ever see what i'm trying to get? i really dun want to wait until tt last minute and poof.

haiz.

anyways, i was kinda angry at some number of people. however, its amazing that my anger is just feeling angry. it's no longer like when i was younger, when i get angry i get super angry. or maybe. its just because i know now that its pointless to be super angry/ waste time and energy being angry at some people/ etc. or maybe. its because my anger has become thinking that those people who i'm angry at are childish/ so i'm simply finding them ridiculous/ amusing. or just maybe. my anger has turned to sadness/ helplessness. or maybe. to nothingness. to ignorance.

its really. bad. to become indifferent.

♥reflected @ 1:27 PM