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Tuesday, January 29, 2008 ♥


a few years ago about more than 8 years ago..when i was still a v young child. i had a few episodes of breathing probs. kinda like fainting and all. like hyperventilating.

throughout the rest of the years till now, nothing as such happened again. until very early this morning after midnight.

yesterday night was a real terrible night. when the adults start their furious fights again. and while i wanted to study my stuffs, discuss with sis about econs, then read the textbook for gem1008 for todays test, i had to spent the time involving myself in the chaos. and finally when i get the chance to settle down it's already past 11pm, and somehow i caught a flu. and so i was sneezing and was really tired. and so i went on to discuss the econs tutorial with sis and i was losing energy..feeling tired. after a while, i really couldn't take it, i lie down to sleep for a while..after i woke up, my flu stopped and i wanted to start read the textbook.

but. my earhole got swollen and bled again. and so. my sis was helping to me to put some antiseptic or sorts. and halfway while she was doing that i started feeling nauseous and breathless. and so i started losing colour and warmth and started heaving and stuff and hyperventilating etc. and so my sis got really scared and worried and then woke my mum and then after i stopped and managed to breathe my fingers feeling numb and all, my mum insisted on bringing me to a doctor and was lucky that my bro woke up and drove us there.

and so. after the q&a the doc cldn't explain, and so i had an ecg done at 3am. which was kinda scary. cos there were like clips and a lot of wires. and so he analysed that my ecg doesn't look very normal, wrote a memo/referral and told me to go the hospital and see a heart specialist at the A&E in case the little abnormality may be smth not good. but after mum explained to me and told me not to worry saying its most likely bcos of my lack of sleep and i agreed i thought yup. nothing. but when i woke up from my precious 4 hrs of sleep (which was so hard to fall into cos my head and eyes were throbbing) to go to school she asked me for the better go make an appointment. and so. yup. let me think. am i going to do that?

theres like tons and tons of stuffs to do, and i just realised today that my cny will really be not v good, bcos of lab reports and group project and textbooks and tutorials and lect notes, and of course how unhappy the atmosphere is like at home, and so cny would be not good. HAIZ.

and so. this is the first time i have 2 posts for the same week.

hmm.

lucky i still managed to do the test.

and sorry that i made my sis and mum worry, grateful that bro woke up to drive us there even tho it was ard 2.30am. lucky there was still a doctor.

i like my previous post more. cos there are picts. so do look at them! =)

hope the rest of the week will be good. esp cos theres going to be lab on fri and lab on following mon, and work officially starts this wk for me.

hmm.

♥reflected @ 4:11 PM


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