Monday, October 22, 2007 ♥
vexed.
very. very.
how am i going to last through these three weeks?!
this coming thursday chem test. not bad enough. wednesday there's lecture till 6pm. (not to forget at least 3 hours of chem lab). by the time we get home we will be like. damn tired. how are we going to study?
nxt tuesday online submission of it project. next wednesday submission of webpage print outs.
next thursday stats test.
next friday submission of term assignment for sociology, and there'll be bio lab.
the thing is.
chem stuffs i'm not sure at all. stats stuffs especially today's stats lect are like WHAT?! to me.. bio stuffs are totally EMPTY. sociology...is like..so many stuffs.
I don't even have time to just READ.
wat do i have to do for it. i still have survey results, survey analysis and interviews and so on and son.
wat do i have to do for soci. i still have to read the stuffs and newspapers and find one splendid one, read abt soci and evaluate write a report in a soci way.
and lab reports.. OMG. and please. please. please. let there be just mcq for the coming bio lab.
the chem lab is like damn confusing damn tough already.
NO TIME.
NO TIME.
NO TIME.
NO ENERGY too.
oh ya. the following wednesday. submission of chem lab report. following fri. online submission of it third assignment
i dun even want to think abt the final exams.
the mid-terms and projects and assignments are like. crazy enough.
OMG.
wat the heck is going on.
while i'm typing this i'm falling asleep too. my eyes are like closing already.
i'm still recovering from flu.
and nxt month. i have got no income at all. shit. i'll be running on negative.
and shit.
nxt month's my sis and i bdae month. which is
arh. shit.
sometimes i just want to give up. i just want to let go of everything and just...
but things are never so easy.
it might be easy to say i want to give up. i want to die.
but. it's not easy for it to come true.
comes with all the responsibilities. your responsibility to the other people around you.
so there's no point saying it.
cos life has to go on.
no matter how bad it is. how tiring. how hectic.
life is still going on. time is still moving. you are pushed about by others, elbowed by the rest of the crowd.
it's not really a choice eh.
scary. ah. i should stop this pessisimism rite. hah.
no matter wat.
i know that.
i will. and i shall work hard. and do my best, do all i can.
good luck every body.
especially to my sis. no matter wat. i'll support you. i'll help you in all ways i can. i'll do my best.
♥reflected @ 8:35 PM
