the week went past. one busy and stressful week coming again.
soon. a few more days, would be the month of november.
how time flies. scary.
like one year ago at this time, would be studying As or smth. and Baccauleaureate etc. and so on.
It felt like just a day ago that i was having As, that As were over, and holidays were here, that i started slacking a lot. Then, searching for jobs, take on a real lousy one then quit. Then A results. Then a really hectic crazy life it was then. I could work 7 days of the week, from early morning to night 9pm kind. Then the nxt job, then matric day. and then camp.
I can't imagine how my 6 months passed away just like that. How did i manage to cope with my life? How i even made myself hang on. How i started to stray away from home and concentrate on just working. How as a result i didn't care too much about my own family members. haiz.
How life at home changed. because of one thing. haiz.
anyway. it's already past 12 am. originally i was typing this almost one hour ago. then my sis came and ka jiao then have to work on It proj. waste time here and there. sians
anyway. last week. (yeah. now it's last week). was hectic. chem test was crazy. studying for it was crazy. cos the day b4 me and sis only reached home at 8.30+. cos firstly ate dinner with mel then met my students again on our way home. and all the way sis kept wasting a lot of time talking.. some nonsense and some useful stuffs. to the pple we met. i was quite angry with her at first, cos i wanted to talk to my students but she kept talking to them, and then i wanted to leave she continued talking. argh. by the time we got home we were like super tired already. but i can't blame her. she always do this kinda things when she's tired. and she suffered much too. so. haiz.
soci tutorial on friday was kinda terrible. cos i felt quite lost. dunno wat the hell was going on, and i wanted to write notes down, but couldn't catch much. after it tutorial met sabbie to do interview with her. sorry took so much of her time.
mo is always looking so pretty. chio. haha.
later went to check out the sale going on at arts. and was super disappointed. cos there was nothing good. haiz.
then we ended up going to jurong east and spending a lot of time there cos we promised our mum to get her some clothes. so eventually managed to buy two bottoms and a top for her.
BROKE. so broke now. nxt month i have no income.
haiz.
saturday was spent doing soci assignment and it proj. sunday was spent talking, at work stats tut and it proj again.
oh. i watched howl's moving castle again. (dunno for the no. wat time alr. haha. keanu's voice is like damn drawing) and i also watched just follow law.
argh. waste time. i have like so much other things to do! stats tut. soci tut. it tut. it proj. it assignment. lab reports. bla bla bla. and STATS TEST ON THURS. omg.
haiz.
anyway. JAY CHOU's New Song. cool. new genre. but still him! haha. according to him: yao zhi bu qing! hah.
and the best part is this- even though i'm a cowboy, but i do not drink beer at the bar. why not? cos it harms the body.
JAY CHOU. that's why he's my idol. he doesn't drink and doesn't smoke. and he's super talented. guitar cello violin piano singing directing acting. superb. the first genius i've heard of. 2nd genius is some other fren. haha. anyways.
yup. SMOKING and DRINKING is BAD. it's like how much poison to the body.
next! the SECRET. which i watched twice. good movie. nice story.
ok. back to it proj now...
♥reflected @ 10:24 PM
REFLECTIONS
I sit and cry thinking of all the regrets
How life seems to be always unfair.
I move on putting any dreams away
Hoping that I'll find them come some rainy day.
No matter how tired and weary
I will walk on.
