Thursday, September 20, 2007 ♥
hmm.
i wanted to post yesterday..
but i didn't.
cos today i had stats test.
and yesterday. i was real tired. i felt totally sick and headachy. so from 10pm to 12am i was like in the unconscious, very asleep mode. i couldn't take it.
at last when i woke up, i managed to study.
last saturday i wanted to post.
but i didn't.
cos i hadn't the mood to do so.
cos an unfortunate incident happened on friday night.
which is really terrible. i cried non-stop all the way from school to on the bus to home to npp. it was damn heartbreaking.
i cried so much my eyes were sore my heart was damn sad, i was in a daze, in the end i fell down in the bus.. and so on so on.
and on saturday another even worse thing happened. and that was something i couldn't take.
i felt so lost. so lost.
but i've found my way. i'm asking for 3 years. or 2.5 years. after that. i'm going to solve all these problems.
somehow. i am going to.
but for now. i'll work hard, study hard for however long i can.
anyways, all that passed already. cos it was last week.
this week. chem lab was a bit.. bad. mistakes here and there. hate labs and lab reports.
other than that.. not much actually.
school isn't fun. work isn't fun. but that's life.
i hope i can really accept how my life is really like. and work really hard. or maybe..
i'm just too pessismistic? but.
it's reality. it's life.
this sounds so cliche.
oh ya. btw. i really am not looking forward to socio tutorial tomorrow.
till again. hah. byee.
♥reflected @ 9:24 PM
