Friday, June 01, 2007 ♥
i just hate life.
actually i didn't want to blog, but then because i want to listen to the new songs i've gotten, but then i have no one to talk to. so might as well.
everyone leads a different life. everyone has a different mind, different mindsets, different ways of thinking.
that's why many people say that noone will truly understand how you feel.
even if it's the same experiences.
that's why if i write here and say that my life is damn hard now. i can expect the response smth like: everyone's else's life is hard at times; life is always unfair; life has its ups and downs.
sometimes.. throughout the years things like that keep happening, your frens/family try to encourage you.. but it seems so cliche so fake so identical so ironical. but that's how it is.
it's hard to feel a person's heart. it's hard to feel a person's real character, esp when you yourself might not even know which one's the real you.
life is just a whole huge mess that sometimes you want to get out yet you can't. life is something that drags and drags. death is the easy way out? or is it? but i believe that it doesn't just stop there.
i realise that these questions on life never end. i dun even believe that religious people can be so sure in whatever they believe in, maybe because i haven't really chosen to believe in smth yet. but there's always so much doubts.
as i always say.
life. it's a growing up process that by hook or crook you still have to experience, no matter how bad or how good it is- even tho some claim that it can be good cos it depends on your ownself.
i hope i would be able to find a good job soon. i just learnt today that i will be doing a week or more of FREE labour. :( haiz.
♥reflected @ 11:36 PM
