Thursday, April 05, 2007 ♥
about a week passed? more than 1 week i think... but in one way it felt very long, but in another way, it felt very short. reason being, there has been many things going on.. and going on fast.
things are picking up speed.. or maybe it's just because i'm working too hard, and also pushing others too hard.. and then doing so many things at one time..
so it felt as if i have went through a lot, experienced a lot within these two weeks, and as if i have been working there for months already, when i only just began. what i can say is that i really have learnt a lot, and will keep on learning much more. it's taxing, definitely. there's so much to do.. but when you see the efforts that the other parties are also beginning to try put in, it feels great. being appreciated, accepted and liked by pple for what i have done, so much hard work i put in, feels great.
my dad's condition has improved quite a bit, i believe.. but it will still take some time.. i think.. anxiety from him and from my mum frightens me.. so much so that i have already chosen to deny my fear. but.
the only way I know. it's keep working hard. so i shall work and work, hard. there will be more problems..but i'm not the brave kind who thinks abt all of them immediately. so ..
i'm really tired. barely having enough sleep.. i even turned up late for work one day. at nights, when i finally get home and start to do all the necessary work for the next day, my eyelids keep shutting now and then.. i'm not even thinking properly as i type now..
tmr's gd friday..
i hope life will become better.
ok. yup.
i realised the more i;m going to type.. i will fall asleep even faster..
zzZZ
ok i jus woke up in front of the comp. i dozed off halfway for 20 mins.. my sis woke me.
i just want to say.. Thank you- to those who helped, cared and shown concern and encourage to me.. ppl like my sister. sorry i ever made comments about you that you didn't like..but you did help me in ways you dunno.. 'snow'- sorry about me having no time, and really thanks for caring..mo- i hope u're well now..but u most proably can't see this, hope ur comp gets well soon too.. xclassmates from yrs ago.. fel- thanks for reading my blog and giving me encouragements, teachers..
really. thank you. they mean a lot to me.
yup..zzz.
♥reflected @ 11:39 PM
