Saturday, March 03, 2007 ♥
so i woke up this morning. and i was still pissed.
and i am still damn pissed. at those pple who decided to make me angry, but unfortunately and most likely not know that they have made me angry.
even if i do have very high levels of tolerance, it does have a limit. if ppl keep doing the same thing everytime, no matter how many times i pretend to not noe it, and jus tolerate, it's going to blow one day.
and the saddest part is that they have no idea that they have made me angry. they have no idea that they have made me irritated. and they are supposed to know me quite well. or maybe they are always so involved in smth else or in someone else, or even in so many other ppl, they do not recognise that they are hurting a particular person.
the next thing is that i have tried. so i have brought in some action and - . if they decide not to do anything, then jus too bad rite. i can't do anything else more rite. if it has come to an end like that, yes i'll be damn sad and tt adds into my misery and list of regrets watever but i really can't help it rite. wat more esle am i supposed to do.
i hate feeling helpless. and i have thus done some actions. and so if u don't care crap abt what i do or feel then get lost. i m so not going to waste my time on you. even tho i treasure everything i have in my life a lot, cos i have missed out and lost smth b4. i can't help it if others dun treasure.
anyways, on thursday night, i watched 13 going 30 with my sis. it's a very nice show. funny and touching. and it reminded me of wat i had unfortunately and stupidly missed. and it made me cry. hahs. tt guy in the show, same guy in just like heaven looks like a super nice guy. he has words like Sweet and Nice written on his face kinda thing. it's like you jus see him you think he's very sweet and nice. mayb tt's y the roles he play also very sweet and nice. haha.
so on to yesterday. we got back our A level results. it was ok for me. but i was very sad. for so many ppl around me didn't do very well.
but it was quite amazing to see all those ppl back in school. and even more amazing to not recognise some ppl at all- i was like ay? these ppl are fr our school? there were some ppl who dressed quite strangely. and their makeup even more strange. even their hairstyles also quite strange.
i wonder if i do get to see my classmates again in future.
anyway. i'm still feeling pissed.
♥reflected @ 9:33 AM
