my dad's in hospital.
and it's quite serious.

i found a job.
and it's quite tough.

i'm going to find another job to do at the same time, to help earn more. hopefully i can find one good one, tt isn't too tough cos the one i'm now doing is really hard, there's a lot of planning and reading to do, at the workplace, at home. and now tt i dun have a lot of time in my hands..

it'll be super crazy. super crazy. worse than what i went thr 2 yrs ago. i think. but i'll have to pull through. no matter what i have to.

i hope everything will change for the better.. things will improve..

i'll work as hard as i can.

i'm really tired, really very tired.. rushing here and there.. planning reading typing sleeping very late get barely 4 hrs sleep daily...all the time wondering why bad things happen to my family...wondering how long i can last...hopefully i'm doing well in my responsibilities at work at home..
why i still can update my post now.. becos i want to sidetrack from work and stuffs..becos. i'm really tired.

i'll work as hard as i can. i will.

I sit and cry thinking of all the regrets
How life seems to be always unfair.
I move on putting any dreams away
Hoping that I'll find them come some rainy day.
No matter how tired and weary
I will walk on.


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