Wednesday, January 10, 2007 ♥
ROAR.
ROAR.
RRRROOOOAAAAARRRR.
sorry k. i didn't manage to get the f.ing. job. bcos me and my sis wanted to go back and think abt it.
but pls can u jus pls give ME a breather?
i've been trying so hard k. all the while i was doing things for two persons without even being appreciated.
who tell u to make me so dependent and indecisive?
i was not born tt way. u made me become like tt.
so sorry i didn't meet up ur expectations k.
i noe u jus
desperately want me out of ur sight out of the house for a whole day everyday you won't even care as soon as possible. now. tmr. whenever. immediately.
oh ya. i can't say tt. it's my fault. my own bloody fault for being so indecisive.
SORRY.
and i noe tt. u jus want me to start feeding myself. yeah. dun worry. when i get a job interview one more time i shall like start immediately if i can no matter good or bad dun consider jus do it and earn money and pay for my own food pay for my bus fees save up for my schl fees in future. forget abt ever thinking that i cld buy some stuffs i really want.
i will work and work and work and work and work and work until u're satisfied. ay no. u will never be satisfied.
stop telling me to play basketball by the way.
and housework.
they are not the only ways to make me become thinner.
oh. so maybe i shall jus starve myself? i can save on food too.
roar.
and pls i use the comp not = to finding a job always k. there are other things i want to do using the comp. i have f.ing wasted a lot of time doing things related to job finding esp when it was not only for me. and being not appreciated is jus not enough yea. i get threatened? emotionally pressured?
i tell u.
i m not pissed at all.
i m not angry at all.
i am just very sad.
very.
very.
sad.
♥reflected @ 10:23 AM
