Sunday, January 28, 2007 ♥
i thought abt it. and i realised smth abt it.
true, it's no one else's fault. i'm still hanging on because of no one. i still complain and complain but do nothing abt it.
and the reason.
is that.
i am really such a coward can. i am like super scared of wat will happen if i decide to do smth and do smth.
wah liao. not tt i like it. at least when i'm there my sis gives me the courage to hang on.
anyway.
i watched lakehouse yesterday and ice age on fri night. lakehouse is wow. even tho me and sis both agreed that it doesn't have much logic in it and i woke up today thinking abt the storyline and maybe it does have bit of logic. but well i liked it. and i still like it. they are also my fav actors. i like the movie and i'm glad i rented it. i wanted to watch it a lot tt time when it came out. so. yup. yeah.
i so wish i have a lakehouse of my own. but tt part abt someone waiting there, hmms. i wish there is but well. -.-
i am such a lousy person.
but i really think that it hurts to care.
and i hate feeling helpless.
anyway.
today my mum and sis made love letters, in chinese it's called egg rolls, using traditional tools and charcoal. the reason i said my mum and my sis is that i didn't get to really participate except for being sent to buy containers and get more charcoal and fold a few of them and get a feeling of how it feels 'burning' ur fingers. the lucky part is that i also didn't need to participate in the cleaning up.
i took a video of the process of making tho. hees.
when i got chance i shall post some picts cos now i can't if i want i'll have to restart the comp.
i guess i sort of dislike changes ba. cos yea
i am damn stupid coward.
anyways. i have to bathe now. have to.
sians.
♥reflected @ 3:46 PM
