Monday, November 20, 2006 ♥
i am like
feeling not very happy.
there's only 1 more paper. bio paper 1 left.
and guess wat. i'm not feeling very joyful that As is ending. i'm actually quite afraid of it.
like. i really want to do stuffs i want to do. and i dun think i will be able to.
like. think of all the stuffs i will be told to do. becos my exams are over.
like. i dunno.
anyway. i'm super crazy over a taiwan show. and i dunno if i'm sad or happy that i found out that i could watch some of it on youtube. cos like.
imagine yourself in a big cage. with food and water and watever neccessities. you r supposed to feel happy and satisfied cos you've got all of those.
and you so want to feel so.
but there are things that distract you. opportunities that give you hope but actually they are jus causing you to lose more of your hope instead.
imagine your heart being cut out and stepped and trampled on. and your pride thrown out. and your morality questioned.
imagine yourself trying to be good.
it sux.
then imagine one day all this will end.
when would tt be?
♥reflected @ 9:44 PM
