Friday, August 11, 2006 ♥
guess wat.
i realised that i wasn't exactly stressed abt studies. i mean.
i'm
stressed that i'm
not stressed enough cos i'm
slacking.
how about that.
i've been watching lots of tv. playing lots of computer games. doing a lot of procrastinating.
damn shit.
and like hallo?? prelims are
2 days away only??
my goodness. and like wat have i done?
:(
anyway..something happened on monday. and let's say it wasn't pleasing. it made me sad. and utterly disappointed. but well there's nothing much i can do since that's sorta like the culture around there.
i keep saying..that i'd never be a true acsian. but truthfully i have become part of an acsian.
and i dun really like the bad parts of me.
and seriously.
i miss being a nan huarian.
i miss letting studies rule my life.
i miss being able to simply rely on my teachers for everything.
oh btw. happy belated national day. i watched ndp on tv yesterday. it was great. beautiful and amazing.
and there was this part. i sorta was reminded that it's no longer nan hua sec. it's nan hua high..
hmm. it doesn't make a diff to many..but it makes me feel..
as if i'm not part of it anymore, like i dun belong there anymore. i guess tt might be the reason why i dun go back much.
but i guess it's not the time to talk abt this.
hmm.
so tell me. how to concentrate on studying?
yea..i noe it's all the mind..but it just seems so hard to do so..
:(
♥reflected @ 12:16 AM
