Thursday, August 17, 2006 ♥
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prelims.
papers done: gp p1,2, econs p3, maths p1, chem p3, bio p2.
papers to go: maths p2, chem p1,2, econs p1,2, bio p1,3.
omg.
and i'm really tired.
tt day after the maths paper, i came home. i was so tired. and damn hot due to the weather. no aircon and the fan broke down. and i was so frustrated i cried.
i was so tired, my shoulders, neck and head ache. i'm was so tired of studying.
in the end, i went to study in the kitchen.
on the day for chem paper. the morning was terrible. i had stomachache. so did i today. today was worse cos the air con in the badminton hall was super cold..and i am always sitting right at the back.
bio paper. was really upsetting for me. i know myself. i had not studied well enough for the paper. and yesterday i had headache too. not like that's an excuse for anything.
luckily, there's no paper tmr. cos i'm really so tired.
2 more weeks to go..to the end of prelims. i can't wait for these two weeks to end. i dunno how i'm going to hang on.
but i really really really wish i will do well. i really really really want my grades to be good.
by the way. sorry i missed a few peoples' birthdays due to the prelims:
marilyn and yan ling. Happy Belated Birthday!
and hawyi's bdae tmr.
yup. so that's tt. oh ya. today my paper ended about 10.30am. damn sad cos i thought the paper was to end at 10, actually it was 10.15. i rushed thr my essays writing so little. and at 10, i was waiting for the teachers to say time's up. and get that. i was damn shocked when the tcher said: you have 15 mins more. i was like. omg. and my mind was totally blank. i could think of nothing more to write. damn sad. damn sad. i really wanted to cry man.
haiz. but i will look forward. and not back. forward. at least that's wat i have been trying to do. or at least i was trying to run away from it first. i'm upset at myself, i admit. damn.
actually that was not what i wanted to write. i wanted to write about shopping with my mum. after the paper i went to the library to slack around, then went to meet my mum at market, da pao lunch home, wait for dad to come eat, bathe and waited for mum, and we went out to jurong east to shop together. :) mum bought me a shirt, and i bought myself a flower accessory for my bag..
and
terrible me right. like i should be studying. and wat my sis say is right. i'm a fat pig, couch potato, lack exercise. and i'm still pigging. eating so much. i really dun want to eat. i know i look hideous. fat. disgusting.
haiz.
i should be studying. not at this comp.
:(
♥reflected @ 8:14 PM
