Wednesday, April 12, 2006 ♥
i was very angry today.
most of the anger was because of two pple. then became a few more others.
ok.
even if i'm a bad person.
or rather
ni ren wei wo na li bu hao. alrite. ni yi jing gen wo jiang guo, and i calmly jie shou, and promised to gai jing zhi ji. wo jue de jiu shuan wo zhuo ren na li bu hao, wo you wo de fu mu liao jiao wo, bu xu yao ni lai pi ping wo, ba wo jiang de yi wen bu zhi. ni ke yi yi shen me li chang lai pi ping wo? ni ren wei ni shi wo de peng you ma? na qing wen, ni ji shi bang guo wo, gu li guo wo? ni ren wen wei wo ying gai ba zhi ji and gan qing chang zai xin li mian, bu ran ni de zui ren. na zhe yang zhuo, nan dao jiu bu shi hen xu wei ma? ren yu ren ji jian ru guo bu neng tan cheng xiang dui, huo huo zai zhe ge shi shang, wei le gou qie tou shen, jiu dui ren he shi dou bu yao you ren he de gan jue, na huo lai gan shen me? dui ren he shi kan bu shuang, dan bu neng biao shi qi fen, wo ban bu dao. wo xiu dao de cheng du hai wei dao neng gou zhi shen du wai de jing jie, wo zhi neng, bu shuo hua, zui duo nian bu biao qing kan qi lai bu shi hen hao. wo jing li le ah.
zai shuo, dang ni jue de wo de zui le ni, ni wei he bu qu xiang xiang ni zhi ji you mei you de zui guo wo.
dui ni lai shuo, wo bu kai xin de shi hou hen ke pa. na wo jue de ni tai xing fu le. cong lai mei you mian dui xiang wo de chu jing, ni ren wei mei ge shi dou mei shen me da bu liao. ni neng jie jue zhi ji de wen ti, bu dai biao bie ren de nan ti neng gou jie jue. ni ren wei mei shen me ya li, bu dai biao wo mei you ya li. wo you ya li bu dai wo neng xiang ni zhe yang qi yi fang xia. ni ren wei fan shi chang chang bu kai xing de ren jiu xing li you wen ti. na me wo ren wei ni xu yao dao ah fu han na li zhou yi tang.
jie she ni ren wei wo xiao hai zhi qi, na hen dui bu qi. zhe jiu shi wo.
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ni ren wei ni shi ge ju zhu qing zhong de ren, bu dai biao bie ren jiu mai you yong. jiu shuan wo dui guitar mai you gong xian neng li, ni ping shen me lai heng liang wo de zhuo shi neng li? jiu shuan ni ren wei wo bu xu yao zai na li, na me qing ni yong wo de jiao du like kan shi qing. step into my shoes and chang shi yong wo de xiang fa lai xiang. gen jian dan, yi yi a ping chang ren de jiao du lai kan. shui hen xi huan hua yi zheng ge xia wu zhuo not productive stuff?
you just spoilt wo dui ni de hen hao de ying xiang.
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jie she ni bu ke yi jie shuo we de ge ge que dian. jie she ni gen ben bu zhen xi wo zhe ge peng you.
na wo ye bu hui zhen xi ni.
jie she ni bu hui zhi qi wo. na wo ye bu hui zhi qi ni.
zhe bu jiao yi qi ren zhi dao huan zhi qi ren zhi shen.
zhe jiao: li shang wo lai.
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watever it is.
THANK YOU to those who truly cared for me.
And i'm feeling a lot better now. thanks so much.
AND..it was a real GREAT FUN bus ride to turf city! :D hahaa..!
actually when i woke up this morning i was feeling quite positive. and was determined to face everything one step by one step. and well.
i'm still determined to do so! :)
♥reflected @ 8:20 PM
