Sunday, March 12, 2006 ♥
yesterday went to nus open house, after that went westmall and got myself a new bag:)!
the open house was an eye opener. nus is such a gigantic place. met some people there..overall the trip there was ok...the central library, the main one out of the 6..is huge.
actually i wasn't thinking of blogging cos i wasn't sure if the comp is still working..but i guess my bro somehow fixed it..on thursday i surfed the net using the school's comp..and i went to take a look at updates on other ppl's blog.
these days..
quite some things happened..and they made me realise that
i'm a childish person.
and i want to apologise to all those pple around me who were hurt by my words or anything in one way or another..
i want to be really honest here.i realise more stuff about myself cos i chatted with xiangning.and throughout the whole thing about sabbie's singing. and i read sabbie's blog just now. and i really dunno wat to say.
one thing i do know that is that jc is so much more mature than me. and i think his words make more sense than mine. and this means i really need to fan xing about myself.
i noe now that i really have to learn how to control my feelings and reactions more. cos i do noe that many ppl think that i'm always overreacting. and that because all my feelings are written clearly on my face, i offend pple easily. i also noe now that i have to learn to be more tactful.
actually i wonder wat some ppl will think when they read my blog. will they think tt i sound even more childish in here? and then some would tell me that i shouldn't bother about wat other ppl think. this reminds me about the anonymous person who wrote on my blog that i shld grow up..
truthfully, i am confused now. very confused.
tt's why sometimes i dun like blogging. it's a very different thing from having your own diary.
i once considered closing down this blog after somebody vandalized the old tagboard.
well.. i'm thinking of temporarily not blog for a while.
maybe when i'm in a better mood i'll blog..but for now.hmm...
i think i'll just go pack my table first.
♥reflected @ 1:11 PM
