Wednesday, February 08, 2006 ♥
hahaa.ya. rite.
jc, li hao they all told me the same thing before. it was some cls photos. and there were 2 picts. so it was like me frozen there while the others change actions. well. ACTUALLY..there are Really differences. if u see closely. watever la. -.-"
anyway, been trying to upload new picts into my comp. but duh. comp lousy as usual. hmm..but joei didn't give me the picts we took with the cake..i guess she doesn't have them..
actually. i'm damn tired right now.
cos today we had cross-country at macritchie. this is like my 6th year of having it at macritchie..
and this is the 1st time i actually ran competitively. and came in 166th position. when i was in sec1..i think i got in 150 during the mass run? can't remember. but oh well. i think i could have done a lot better..cos i stopped a few times throughout the whole run. i was running myself..and i kept telling myself i'm tired..and there's no point carrying on. but then at least i did quite well on the whole. and guess wat. freakin hell. i tan damn easily la. like the sun was super blazing and i'm now another shade darker. and i have a white band caused by my watch on my wrist i used to not have, cos last time i turned darker while swimming without my watch. but it's ok. i love tanning. only when it's a nice tan. esp a shiny tan after swimming.
and guess wat. sabbie got stung by a bee while we were talking. :S. i was like..oh dear..helpless..wat do you do when a bee stings u? so i walked her all the way back from the starting line to the tents where the first aid pple are. then we walked/jogged/ran all the way back to the starting line. which is like :S. cos even before i started the actual race..i'm already panting like crazy..
AND guess wat. this girl keeps reminding me of Chun Fong. they don't look very similar, and they are from totally different backgrounds. yet, their personality is similar to a certain extent it's quite freaky. and also, her personality keeps reminding me of how different she is from another person.
aiya. but as my sis said. why u care so much for wat? ya. so. ya. cos like i dun even noe her.
yesterday had the econs test. i thought it wasn't as bad as i expected.but then..when i knew of the answers..i was like..ok..so actually it's quite bad. at least it's over. and i failed my chem test by 1 mark. :( which isn't gd. it shows very clearly that even though i know my concepts, i cannot apply them well. hmm..
monday was quite a __---__--__ 'wavy' day..thr out the whole day i was trying so hard to keep happy or at least calm. then after schl was guitar. damn it. can't even understand wat the new guitar coach is talking about. i think i have to join the j1s for basics lessons again. :(. and then i got to know about smth which is not related me..but made me :'( cos it reminded me of smth that happened 2 years ago. and it also reminded me of stuffs that i regretted doing. and of how foolish i can be at times. like i was very foolish tt day by telling somebody something totally opposite from wat i shld have said. and when i got home. my sis told me another thing. which is again bad news. it's really really sad and unhappy to noe abt it..but i promised my sis, that from tt point of time onwards i will pretend i didn't hear of it.
so tired. and feeling a bit emotionless and abit to the down side now..
joei told me tt actually however i feel is reflected very clearly on my face. oh dear. :| tt doesn't really sound good.
friday's drawing near. which means. that chem test and econs essay test is coming also. :S
and we also got the term exam schedule today. which is even more :S
:S. i'm so tired. like i jus want to !bleauh! i'm not going to do hw today! but then...I SHOULD have self-discipline...hmm..but then..aiya.
haiz..still waiting for the picts to upload.abt 2 hrs have passed already lor. -.-
oh ya. friday. o level results coming out. which means. a level results also coming out soon.. last year o level results..haha.was quite stupid lor. i went back to nanhua and was queueing for my results slip. on the outside i was so calm but then when i got the slip..i actually cried. guess wat. i cried because i was too nervous! oh man. like all the tears were just blurring my vision..i can't even see my results slip and how much i got lor. i dun even noe how i did, i jus started crying b4 i could see the results until i actually can't see them. DUMB rite? -.-"
..still waiting for the picts to upload so that i can post them..so slow...
hmm..i think i'll post picts another day..dun want to wait liao.
♥reflected @ 9:19 PM
