Sunday, January 22, 2006 ♥
shit.
pardon me. but. yeah.
i haven't started doing my homework yet. cos yesterday i went out the whole day. went chinatown with my parents..
dunno wat to say..it was actually quite boring. cos we were jus walking and walking and pushing and pushing through the huge never-ending crowd. it was quite a waste of time.
i'm going to vomit blood man.
i have a gp essay on media which i STILL have not done. and bla bla bla so many stuff to do.
tml-ie monday i have guitar after school until 7, by the time i reach home will be too tired to do anything.
tuesday i have the gp reading package test on media, which i haven't read finished yet either. and after school i have guitar practice again.
wednesday..luckily no guitar. i promise myself that i must go home and mug and mug on tt day.
thursday, maths test and chem test. this is so shitty cos we already had a chem test like few weeks ago on alkenes. and we had just finished the arenes lecture and tutorial. and if we don't do well for the test we have to go and see her during lunch or have detention, and explain how come we can't do well for the test.
then after school i have guitar practice again.
friday is chinese new year celebration already.
chinese new year is coming so fast. yet i have so many stuffs to handle. and it seems like i won't be able to enjoy chinese new year either, cos after that, februrary would be even worse. econs lect test and econs essay test on national income accounting, which i have totally no idea, no understanding of and no confidence in it. which is like so shitty.
then we will have more tests.
then macritchie run. then fun-o-rama.
why can't we be exempted from everything. just like let us study in peace. give us tests and all, but don't expect us to be able to juggle this and that altogether with all the studying. i want to concentrate on my studies which i currently am unable to.. i dun want to until the last minute then panic which i always do.
fun-o-rama.
and watever donation for the arts block/centre watever it's called.
it's like digging into our flesh keep asking us to help and sell the tickets.
then we have to donate cans of food, cakes and also prepare 8 1500kg-sized tins for collecting coupons. 1500. like we are going to be able to fill up even 1 of tt.
and i heard pple's going to sell one burger/bun/wateva for 6 bucks during tt thing. u telling me pple will buy tt? ouch.
take a deep breath.
sorry. well all that was just plain old me grumbling and grumbling again. bad mood inside causes me to blabber nonsense, even tho i seem calm and collected outside.
sometimes i just want to ya..like wat i told the econs tcher..build a house high up in the mountains and hide in peace, and be self-sufficient..like grow my own crops or do some little canning business. which according to her, is the life of a hermit crab.
life now is like a mad rush for dunno wat. i can't wait for this year to end.
(-.-)
♥reflected @ 1:49 PM