Monday, January 30, 2006 ♥
Big HUG to sabbie first!!!!
take care :) always rmbr! he's not cute la!!
anyway...
i discovered i dun really like reading other pple's blogs sometimes.(except for some ppl of course like sabbie)
cos when i found out about stuffs i don't really wish and like to know..it's really..'heart-breaking'(a bit exaggerating..but ya). However it sort of Helps to make me realise some 'Truth' sometimes.
hmm..
like i just read aneesa's blog..and discovered two things. one is that we have to go NANYANG poly to sell tickets. i was like wat e?? nanyang poly? it's so far at yio chu kang!! hallo? and selling tickets? wat e?? pls la.
ms kaur actually told us b4, but i couldn't catch wat she said. i thought it would be somewhere nearer..like singapore poly? at dover? argh.
haiz.
past two days have been really confusing hectic not so busy but quite busy. u get wat i mean la. i could have make use of wat little time i had in the mornings and nights to do my hw..but i didn't. which makes me realize tt i actually have crap. a lot a lot of stuffs to do. bio tut, essay, maths tut 24-28, chem tutorial, econs drq.
i'm like in the deepest - ever.
anyway, it was cny. and we went to the 1st aunt's house yesterday afternoon. wat shocked me most was my sec3 cousin who put on make up and bright blue finger and toe nail polish.and same age cousin who rebonded her hair, dyed orange, put on make-up and goes sentosa regularly to play volleyball in bikini. omg.
wow. my parents really should be really happy. cos me and my twin are so good and innocent.
but i'm glad to find out that i'm actually quite the tallest girl ard there :)
today went to other aunt's house also. smallest aunt just gave birth to a baby girl last year..
and guess wat i found out.
my whole world is quite surrounded with ruggers.
see: my brother is(was?) a rugger(in HC), my cousin is a rugger(in SA), EVEN my UNCLE (the cousin's dad) ALSO plays rugby. WOW WOW.
+ plus if i include my classmate,hawyi, and also joan and weiting from nj touch rugby...WOW WOW.
like rugby's tt cool and wa. oh well.
ok. so probably rugby's tt good. according to my brother, hawyi and joan, rugby teaches lots of stuff. like self-discipline, perserverence, team spirit etc etc..
but rugby's also quite bad. see: my bro had a nerve in his leg broken (+ and somewhere else hurt), my cousin had his arm broken, hawyi had a cut on his forehead(?issit? can't rmbr), and i heard some1 else got paralysed? omg.
sounds really bad.
then actually all kinds of things have a dangerous side. but then mostly all other ccas also teach self-discipline, determination and wat not..hmm..and then actually tt sort of thing? it's all in the mind. so another + pt of rugby is that you will be 'forced' to keep fit. and somehow you'll enjoy keeping fit too. i read a bk abt rugby, and it emphasizes that one impt thing abt rugby is the sense of 'brotherhood' or wat's it called? like super strong team spirit and friendship? and also i read that, every member of the team plays a significant role.
ok. wow wow. watever.
but still guitar pple are the best!! :D..cos we are all so friendly and nice..tt's also one gd pt abt 'neighbourhood' schls. everybody and even the environment there is so nice great and welcoming and ya. everybody noes everybody and everybody likes everybody.
:).
...
i'm worried, actually no. i'm damn hell very very worried. abt schl. but i can't seem to get to start doing my hw. this is like super shitty.
when schl reopens on wed. life is going to be super crazy. econs case study test, econs essay test, bio spa, macritchie run, fun o rama. all at the same time.
omg. how am i going to live?
:$ i can't even do the tutorials now la!
oh ya. something else. someone actually told me...i look, no i AM a NERD. omgosh. actually i half-hope tt i'm one, like i won't need to worry abt my hw which would probably have been done long ago. but then. me? nerd? you kidding me la? me look like a nerd? is that gd or bad?it sounds quite bad tho.. :$
well. WATEVA! i dun care lor. lol.
ok..it's going 11..i dun want my parents to scream at me again.
may the days tt follow by be happy, cheerful, with no worries.but then. i watched this movie yesterday tt said: how can you be happy if u dunnoe how sadness feels? oh well
wishing everyone a great year ahead! happy lunar new year!
♥reflected @ 10:48 PM
