Friday, October 28, 2005 ♥
Last day of school today.
yesterday was a stupid day..rushing here and there to photocopy stuff for ppl, meet my sis then go home thinking that i had to go return the books..in the end..no need..
watched a very lame movie called talking cock..
today..is the last day of school..two periods of chinese which i dun need to go for, 1 period of gp then recess, bio then two periods of pw.and pw and gp, ms kaur isn't here. supposed to have chem and maths lecture too..but after bio, everyone's gone. only left me.
in the end went to find sabbie and hang ard with her classmates..felt sad cos some of them were to be retained..
after sab and her frens left to play smth dunno wat cs, i went to find joannie, jc and tania etc.joei and tania drawing cards for kiwi..
after a while..i left and sat at the bleachers to stone..i quite like stoning at the bleachers..cos it's quiet..and there's always some light wind...
ruggers were training and hockey ppl were leaving for match..
intended to sit there listen to jaychou and read..then yingling sophia and two other guys dunno/can't remember their names came to sit with me..they were deciding where to go, asked me what i am still doing in school.it's nice to sit there quietly among them and listen to them talk..i wish my class was like tt. everybody's so close, so like friends. they don't just hangout together. they are friends.real heartwarming friends.
they left and after some time..at abt 4.30+ i decided to go home..
watched wangzibianqingwa again today!!! haha..i like it so much!!!it so sweet nice and funny!! i want to continue watching next week..but i doubt i can..cos it's going to be changed to 7..then dad and mum wants to watch tong xing yuan and if bro's at home, they'll let him watch channel 5.so unfair. but wateva.
lucky today bro's out..i got to watch it..
sianz. today's last day of school was boring. for me. my class chairman and her gang went to ikea..well they dominate the class anyway..i guess they shld have had loads of fun..dun ask me why i didn't follow..
i dunno. it just didn't felt right. for me to go. cos it's already bad to not go for lect, worse to go out of school together led by chairperson..and furthermore..i would have felt..i dunno..wierd? like i'm not supposed to be there..cos i dun belong to their gang.
i guess i'll be ok with sitting alone. sometimes i like sitting alone quietly..either dun think of anything or spend time think through something..watch pple train for soccer or rugby at the field, trackers x-ppl run..sometimes jus with a friend or some friends..just listening to wind blowing at us..or bcos i'm sad/unhappy/angry/pissed at something/somebody/somebodies...jus sit there and jus grumble and whine..haha
sometimes i dun like to be alone too.haha.
everyone has times whereby you'll like to be alone, times whereby you jus want to go crazy with your frens.
hols are here.there's quite a lot of hw..and stuffs to work on..esp pw..
looking forward to 4/3 outing if there is.
waiting patiently for classchairwoman/someone to organize smth for sd3..cos i won't be doing it.at least i'm forcing myself to not to..i've sort of given up some time ago already.
i dun want to think abt next year just yet.
♥reflected @ 10:25 PM
