Thursday, October 06, 2005 ♥
i went ard looking at other pple's blogs..and discover..well, truthfully i don't have much friends.
i dunno what to say about that.
it's scary to me sometimes..that someone you don't like likes you. it's kinda scary- random thought
i seem to 'know' many ppl around in school. it's true. i only 'know'. and sometimes..i'm happy about that.sometimes i'm sad about that.
everything is complex to me. the world is complicated. human minds are so unpredictable. yet those i noe well, and some i don't know well, i know wat they will say, think and do.or maybe i presume i do. or probably just coincidents.
friends to me..are sort of a huge responsibility.actually almost everything is a responsibility.and i feel respect for everything. or i presume i do.
well. I think too much.
bcos at this moment i have nothing to do..and don't wish to study..well i am going to sleep soon..
that will end my crapping for today.
this is my second post today..actually cos i was distracted when typing my previous one..
today had chem spa.
dunno why..the moment i reached school..i just felt gigglish. i couldn't stop grinning. everything seemed to be funny to me. probably it was just an unconscious act of lying to myself..to try to show pple that i am happy and trying to be optimistic..
maybe i was just feeling too slacked. cos i left only two papers.
today chem's spa was about making aspirin..in the beginning i totally freaked out. freaked out.nearly just gave up. stupid experiment so many water baths and filtration..make me so confused...but i kinda like the experiment..at first i wasn't sure if i had to boil the water bath..and for a moment i just heat the thing with the conical flask inside then i read the paper and it read 'water bath' not 'boiling water bath' making me totally confused.then i turned off the flame.then i saw the word 'heat' the thing in a water bath. then i turned on the flame again. i turned it down till very small and didn't realize that the flame was gone..ie.all the while i was writing..the gas was coming at my face..i didn't noe until i looked up and see no flame. i was so shocked...quickly i lighted it again. all in all the bunsen burner failed me twice...and then i could see some other ppl doing the experiment real fast..panicked..haiz.
after the spa..again felt lost again..but kept myself in good spirits decided to walk to the mrt and go je library..met jithra who went to the library with me..i nearly lost my wallet in the library..cos i was holding so many cookbooks in my hands with the wallet..i put it all down on the cupboard when i reached into my bag to take my dad's call..hurried off with the books and forgot about my wallet.
i was going to borrow the books, discovered i dun have my wallet..rushed back to find but it wasn't there..then an announcement came to tell me to go the the counter. i was SO damn relieved. my heart just popped out. i cant imagine what will happen if i....i lost my wallet once. and never got it back only my ezlink came back..i lost a jacket..i forgot my stuff...gosh..i'm getting so old..THANK YOU TO THE KIND LIBARIAN(or lady who works in the library) WHO FOUND MY WALLET AND HANDED IT TO THE COUNTER!!!!!!i am so grateful...tt she was there.but something that prevented me from freaking out breaking down was that the kind lady was even more flustered than me..thank you so much and so sorry for being so forgetful and making you so more worried for the irresponsible and forgetful owner..
thanks.
mum scolding me...gtg
♥reflected @ 10:02 PM
