Saturday, September 17, 2005 ♥
i learnt my lesson.
i shall never ever speak a word to anyone anymore. unless necessary.
i was very unhappy on thurs night with my sis. cos both of us want to use the computer to do our written reports. yet she wouldn't let me use first, esp when i already told her that i would use only for half hr. tt day i was already pissed enough. and yet i had math test to study for fri, but i never want to study halfway and then stop to do smth else. after the whole episode, i was too unhappy to study.
and just now, i wanted to use the computer again, and yet my sis has been using it since the morning and refuse to budge..i didn't really care, just told her to hurry. then my mum was frying the stupid damned fish. i strolled into the kitchen, and by mistake i just said: i want to use the comp. and ever since and now, she has been yelling and complaining..and my dad shouting. so. okay. fine. i'm sorry..i'll keep my mouth shut when i'm at home.
and then school stuff. i think i have gone too far in helping others. i now consider myself a busybody. and i am also too easily affected my wat other pple do. tt. i should keep my mouth and feelings shut.
life sux.
school is so sian for me. everyday is jsut dragging. dragging. dragging. boring. for me. cos there are others who feel tt schl's fun cos of the presence of frens. wateva.
promos are coming..
haiz.
♥reflected @ 4:48 PM
